A.T.T.I.K.A

Something special

2012-01-30T17:09:00.003+08:00

IM PLANNING TO MAKE SOMETHING SPECIAL

FOR ONE OF MY MOST BELOVED GF!

HOPE IT WILL BE A SUCCESS.

INSYA'ALLAH.

CANT WAIT FOR THE OUTCOME!

HOPE THEY ARE ABLE TO COOPERATE

AND MAKE THINGS MUCH EASIER!

*PRAYS HARD*

Well gotta get ready for school!

Goodbye!

Triple love,

Attika

Made my day...

2012-01-29T12:30:00.007+08:00

Allah’s Messenger (may peace be upon him) said: The Paradise is surrounded by hardships and the Hell-Fire is surrounded by temptations.

- Reported by Muslim, Hadeeth.

Okay that quote on top..

Totally made my day.

Alhamdulillah :)

And one more...

The ones who believe and their hearts are peaceful with the remembrance of Allah. Listen, the hearts find peace only in the remembrance of Allah.

- The Holy Quran [13:28]

Art science museum

2012-01-27T21:43:00.004+08:00

Today was AMAZIIIIIINNNNGG!

All thanks to Kate bay xin wei <3

I was not really in the mood actually but she brought me

somewhere which cheered me up and its just

SO WONDERFUL!

So she brought me to the Art science museum at MBS

and we went to 2 exhibitions!

First, Titanic. Second, Cartier.

Cartier was a watch exhibition and its truly stunning to know that

people appreciate watches which is made out of expensive diamonds and such.

But we weren't that interested though, hahahaha.

The titanic exhibition was an eye opener.

It was amazing, scary, fun, wonderful and......

I LOVE TOUCHING THE FREEZING COLD ICEBERG!

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

After this experience, i truly understand how they felt during the crash of titanic

so on so fourth.

Im starting to appreciate art & history, yay.

But it wouldn't be made possible it if weren't for my awesome gf,

Kate bay <3

Thank you so much love!

You definitely made my day!

Triple love,

Attika

What im into right now..

2012-01-27T11:44:00.005+08:00

Soooooooo as you can see.....

Im into RELIGION!

And i gotta say, alhamdullilah (Thanks be to God)

I love Islam

I love Allah

I love Nabi Muhammad

Islam is sucha peaceful and wonderful religion

and without it, i dont know what will happen to me

Especially with all those hardships in my life.

Once again, alhamdullilah.

And insya'Allah, i'll permanently put on the hijab.

Forgive, forget and let go of the past.

And dress to impress Allah and not the public.

insya'Allah.

Amin.

Triple love,

Attika

Beauty

2012-01-27T11:34:00.003+08:00

BEAUTY COMES FROM WITHIN.

HEEEEEEEEEY!
It been some time since i last updated my bloggie!

Im currently watching videos from fouseytube channel on youtube.

He's not only a comedian but some of his videos truly inspires me

in a way or two.

But i luuuuuurrvvvvee his videos!

Thumbs up for Yousef erakat!

Well as for my life,

Errr, rather not talk about it,

Okay peace out!

Triple love,

Attika

Beauty

2011-12-14T23:45:00.004+08:00

(Soft focus effect)

Heeeeyyy everyone!
Just wanna do a short post before heading to bed.

So everything in my life is going on fine, alhamdulillah.

I just wanna give a shout out to all woman out there that

EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND SPECIAL

SO NEVER DISCOURAGE YOURSELF CAUSE

BEAUTY OF A WOMAN IS NOT BOUT HER BODY SIZE OR THE WAY

SHE COMBS HER HAIR.

ITS JUST BOUT BEING YOU!

BEING ORIGINAL!

So everyone'e beautiful :)

Heading to bed now, goodnight world.

Triple love,

Attika

Decmber

2011-12-08T10:10:00.002+08:00

So December is here!

So far, it has been okay. Well nothing much changed as new months come.

My life still the same as ever. Staying at home everyday looking

after my lil brother while mama's at work.

Sometimes i feel im bestowed such a sad life

but i always try to look at the positive side of things, every single time.

I will always think of those who are far worse than me rather

than the ones who are far better.

Thats one of my religious teachings and alhamdulillah,

im getting closer to my religion.

Of course, thanks to Allah SWT.

Well not gonna talk much here and let myself do something more

productive for my morning.

To those who still visits my blog, thank you :)

Triple love,

Attika

Phoneless

2011-11-30T20:35:00.002+08:00

GONNA MAKE THIS POST SHORT BY SAYING...

IM OFFICIALLY PHONELESS!
SOB SOB.

HAVE NO IDEA WHEN I CAN GET A NEW ONE :(

MOST PROBABLY MONTHS SINCE I HAVE TO WORK TO EARN IT.

SIGH NEVERMIND.

GONNA THINK POSITIVE BUT FOR NOW IM PHONELESS.

:( :( :(

PEACE OUT, SOBERING.

TRIPLE LOVE,

ATTIKA

Saturday.

2011-11-26T11:32:00.003+08:00

Yo wassup people!
Happy saturday!

So im gonna go my bestie's house today for singing practice

and then off to Vivo for job interview.

Finally, head to the national library for study revision.

So yesterday, i finally got an answer from him after i so called

involved his friends in our conversation.

I know him too well.

I knew that he'll reply if i were to so called 'threaten' him

Well as usual his reply was freakin rude..

He said ' Yes you're fucking annoying.. I don't have a gf'

Well isnt that easy?

Its not that difficult to just move your fingers, type and press Send.

I didn't sleep well at all yesterday.

But i wanna thank Allah so much for finally making him to reply.

I wanna meet him today to pass him a special something which belongs to me

but only if Allah will, insya'Allah then we'll meet.

Still no replies from him though.

Will try texting again later and see what happens.

If Allah wills, we'll meet.

If not, i just must accept it.

But i hope i get to give him that special something.

All i can say is Insya'Allah.

Triple love,

Attika

FOLLOW ME!

2011-11-25T10:11:00.003+08:00

Helllloooo to those friends of mine who visits my blog and

also to those blogwalkers,

do follow me on Twitter!

http://twitter.com/#!/AttikaCarino

Its at the side bar!

So to those kind souls, do follow!

Thank you!

Triple love,

Attika

To Haters

2011-11-24T18:40:00.002+08:00

Just wanna give a shout out to those people who blogwalks and happened to read my blog

To those kind souls who read and appreciate my blog,

I wanna say thank you so much!

But then again, everyone has haters and to those haters,

Kindly just leave my blog if you think im ugly or whatever.

Blogging is a web where we express ourselves and share with the world about our

personal lives which somehow can be similar to other people too.

If you like it, thank you.

If you dont, kindly please leave.

Like i said in my previous post, i havent been living a good past life.

In fact, i've been through so much but thanks to Allah, alhamdulillah im doing just fine.

So yaaa thats all but to those who dislike my blog, i cant do anything but i appreciate the thought of you people who at least took your time to read.

Thank you to all you kind souls.

Triple love,

Attika

IM BACK BLOGGER!

2011-11-23T19:54:00.004+08:00

HEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYY PEEEEPPPS! IM BACK BLOGGING!

Okay so i haven't been blogging for how long now?

A year plus maybe? So now im back!

Oh to you people who still visit my blog,

just wanna show my current 2011 look..

okay here it is!

If possible, please do ignore all the 2010 posts of my blog. Tyvm.

Cause its kinda sensitive to me and i havent been living a good past life either.

So a year has passed, many things changed, both good and bad. Well mostly bad but im still thankful to Allah for still letting me breath in this world to improve myself to a much better person every single living day.

Im not attached anymore, kyson or should i say Xu kaisheng, the guy whom i truly love and admire, decided to leave cause he finds me annoying.

Oh well, i guess he have forgotten my existence in his life.

Whatever it is, Allah knows best so im going to leave it all to His hands.

Insya'Allah, miracles would happen once i start learning to let go and forgive my past.

Actually what motivated me to start blogging again is after reading this girl's blog, Stephanie claire AKA kyson's friend.

After reading her blog, i was struck with shock plus sympathy cause we're kinda on the same boat!

You know things like a broken divorced family since small, financial problems, mum remarrying, deprived for a job to support oneself. I kinda feel her.

Not gonna talk much, what i know is...

For now, i must go with the flow of life and let Allah do the wonders of my life.

I still love him actually but i cant do nothing but pray and wait for it to happen, insya'Allah.

Feels good to blog after a year plus of being missing.

Hahahaha i dont know whether anyone still visits but if there are people out there reading,

Thank you so much, much appreciated.

Triple love,

Attika

Attika's post out 96 ....

2010-06-14T20:17:00.001+08:00

WILL START BLOGGING AGAIN WHEN IM IN THE MOOD.
CURRENTLY, MY BLOG IS GONNA BE DEAD.
PEACE OUT!

Attika's post out 95, Cold shoulder

2010-05-23T19:12:00.004+08:00

Hey people!

Today i had fun with Star and Cuzzie.
Went to Swensens and eat together! It was great!
And we camwhored alot too!
And guess what, peeps?
There is a probability that Star and me will be on OKTO channel in a programme known as 'KNOCK OUT' :)
Well, hopefully we get selected then.

Well, overall, today was awesome until...
Kyson spoils my entire mood from Good to Bad. UGH!
Well, he wanted me to come over to his place to meet but i'm really tired!
And now, he's giving me the cold shoulder by not replying to my texts.
Heck it!
I dont wanna give a damn to all this anymore.
I know its partly my fault cause i already said that im only free every weekends
But still, i dont put out some time to meet him.
So now, he's terribly upset that we didnt meet today but at least, i still apologize, okay?
Sigh...
Nevermind, forget it, just leave him be will do.

He'll be alright soon.
I know him too well already.

Take care peeps!

Attika's post out 93, Confused!

2010-04-24T12:37:00.005+08:00

So now, I'm at Star's house.
Star is rocking on with her guitar with a very crazy rock song -.-
Actually I'm kinda lazy to update my blog but Little Miss Star here, suggest that i MUST update my blog today!
Okok fine then.

Earlier, received a text message from Fas and she was asking me out to catch a movie together with Tiq, Shabana and Jannah.
I wonder whether i should tag with them at night? Hmm...
Maybe? At least they're hanging out at night and it feels more awesome during nighttime. Oh yeeeeaaahhh!
Will give her the answer later on...

ANYWAY,
Ystd night, quarreled with someone and he totally pissed me off man!
He was saying that i need to be more understanding and i was like WTH?!
And then i replied back saying that he should think back on whose right and whose in the wrong right now.
Sheesh!
Will just ignore him for these couple of days and give him more space... More space to think on his actions, that is!
If he still thinks he's the boss and can't let go of that HUGE EGO of his even tho we've known each other for a year ++, then i guess... i must do something then..

Attika's post out 92, More space...

2010-04-18T14:38:00.005+08:00

OMG!

Its been damn loong since i last updated!

Okay not gonna delay and more talk in this post.
2010 has been a totally complicated and confusing year in my entire 16years alive.
First 2 months, i was in sec 5 and coz of the many problems and dilemmas in life, i decided to go to ITE APRIL intake which i will be starting next week!
I cant wait to finally go back to my old life whereby i can study and chill out with friends
and not having to work for the time being...

That's definitely what i NEED right now at the age of 17..
I promise myself that when i enter ITE, im so gonna make full use of it and not having to fool around just coz many have said that ppl in ITE get easily influenced by the 'BAD GUYS' but im gonna prove them wrong.
We can also be successful even if we're in ITE..
Well... Wish me luck peeps!

And oh! I've notice that its been exactly 3MONTHS since i've last updated! Wow..
Well, in terms of my love life, im not gonna state it out here.
Coz i wanna keep it private so i'll only update bout this to the ones close to me.

But i wanna say a shout out to my DARLING COUSIN!!!!
IM SOOOO HAPPY YOU FINALLY FOUND A GUY WHOM YOU TRULY LOVE, BABY!
LASTS LONG OKAY!
LOVE YOU VERY VERY VERY MUUUCCCCHHHH!

Guess i'll be stopping here coz im lazy to type out anymore and wasting more time coz i've only
11mins left before the computer's gonna log off.

BUHBYE!!

we've known each other for a yr now and ily even tho you suck, sometimes...

Attika's post out 91, dissapointment

2010-02-18T15:08:00.004+08:00

A good day turned bad....

Today, went to school and hoping that i will get a positive feedback after i've looked at my intake results and it turns out that.... I DIDN'T THE COURSE THAT I WANTED! I was like wtf!

The courses that i wanted has no vacancies left and i was offered Electronics? I was like WHHHAAAATTT?! YOU KIDDING ME?!

Soooo, Ms Wee helped me contact the customer service and asked whether i could appeal to the courses that i wanted.

So they said yes and i appealed once more BUT the results would be released on MARCH 29! I was dumbfounded! Super shocked!

Sigh... Why must life be so hard for me, since young until now im still experiencing a suckish life. Wth. If the results gonna be out a month later, might as well i take my O's this year even though it sucks big time that i must suffer for another 8months and be the glum ATTIKA(which is SO not me)

Man! This year already sucks! F**K!

But maybe, there is a reason behind this.

In fact, there is a reason behind everything thats gonna happen in someone's life.

Attika's post out 90, Clear state of mind!

2010-02-17T14:59:00.004+08:00

OMG!!!
Its been so long since i last blogged!
I missed it sooooo much and so sorry ppl for not updating for SUPER LONG!

TODAY.....

I spoke to Ms Ilyana and i finally got to a CLEAR decision

on what to do next.

She said to me to go to somewhere which i will put in more effort at

and don't mind about what others said about the negative

prospects on ITE cause its my future im creating and thats that.

And now... im, at Fasiha iklaque shaikh's house, my bestest gf ever and she didn't attend school.

She is stressed out about a certain someone who is having difficulties solving his problem.

Enough about her and more about me now, hahaha!

So far, school has been stressful and i cant wait to get out of it.

Finally, im having some kinda relationship problems with that certain dude and i really hope we can be ok once more, hopefully.

CIAO!

Attika's post out 89, right or wrong?

2010-02-02T15:51:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps!

Its been so long since i last updated my blog!
Today, Ms Wee helped me to do an ITE April intake.
I've done doing it so here i am, updating my blog.
I just wanna say sorry to the people whom really have confidence in me to continue sec5 BUT dont worry, im just applying it.
Its a no gurantee that i'll get in the courses.
But if i do get in, i still can reject it if i changed my mind.
The results would be out on 18 feb 2010.

Once out, i will update this blog again about my decision.
Im not going ITE cause my friends are there or whatever.
Its just that i realised that my interest for studies is fading off after i've experinced a month studying in this school.
Honestly, i think im coping well but.... its just not there you know so i think i should move and upgrade myself to a new environment whereby im able to be do more hands on work and just relax and enjoy myself.
So, its actually aint right or wrong for me to do this right?

In fact, i've discussed with sooo many people including my own mum.
I know what im doing is right, it IS my future anyway.
So i really hope i made the right desicion and i also hope that my beloved's would support me in whatever im doing right now, please.

Attika's post out 88, Things are diff now

2010-01-24T15:21:00.003+08:00

Things feel different without having

these 2 babes by my side!!!

OMG!
I'm missing fas and Tiq terribly!
Honestly, things at school are definitely different
without you 2 by my side.
I remembered, last year,
the 3 of us will always do stuffs together.
Sharing out personal problems, joke and laugh with each other
and even share our heartfelt moments together.
Sigh... How i wish both of you were in sec 5 too!
Seriously, i feel different and lonely without you gals.
Yes, i do have my other babes but...
I dont feel as great as i used to be.
Both of you are sometimes the main reason why i attended school
frequently last year.
But let bygones be bygones.
I cant turn back the clock. In fact, i can't do anything!
All i can do now is to accept the facts and face the realms of reality.
My main aim this year of course is to pass my 'O' lvls with flying colors.
That's the main point in my entire life right now.
Other things like friends or boyfriends, i'll put it aside.
Coz my main objective this year is GREAT RESULTS
and once i've accomplished that,
I can finally say goddbye to Secondary life...
FOREVER.

Attika's post out 87, soon

2010-01-14T16:15:00.003+08:00

Will be updating when i have the time but for the mean time...

There will be no updates
in my blog due to
studies and other admin stuffs.
so sian!
Anyway, will get back to you awesome peeps
sssoooonnnn!
Buhbye!
Love you people!
and fyi, my blog is not dead yet

Attika's post out 86, Tomorrow.

2010-01-03T19:35:00.006+08:00

IM NOT READY FOR SCHOOOLLLL!
DAMN!
Why must it start so early?!
But hell, at least i got something to do to cover my
freeeee timeeee.
And i really miss going to the toast shop after school with
my beloved bestie, Star!
Drinking bubble tea while eating toast.
Plus, talking about our personal problems and all.
I really missed it.

And i miss the environment in school too!
Especially the.....
FOOD! :D
Well, looks like tomorrow will totally change my life, probably.

1 last message to STAR!
Im so glad you did the right decision bout...
well, you know what.
ILY SO MUCH!
MUAH!

To Tiq, Fas, Kynah and Aliffah.
All the best in ITE and hope you babes
enjoy at your new environment!
New friends, lecturers and lessons.
That must be pretty awesome, huh?
Well, GOOD LUCK!
LOVE YOU ALL!
Muah3!

Attika's post out 85, 2010!

2010-01-02T21:23:00.010+08:00

COUNTDOWN WITH THE BABES WAS
SUPER AWESOME!

Went out with them on 31.12.09. Ar first, there were 4 of us, Tiq, Fas, Aien and me but we separated around 9plus while fas and me party the night away!

THE FIREWORKS WAS AWESOME!
And it was BOOMING for 10mins!
YAY.

ONE LAST THING!

IM SO GONNA MISS

FASIHA IKLAQUE SHAIKH

&

NUR ATIQAH BTE ADI PUTRA

SO SO SO SO SO SO MUUUUCCCHHHH!

You both take care and study hard in ITE, OKAY?

And NEVER EVER FORGET ABOUT US!

I LOVE YOU BOTH!

NO WORDS CAN EXPLAIN IT.

YOU BOTH ARE MEMORABLE.

And a final message to TIQ DARLING,

I know you and fir are no longer tgt BUT you gotta be strong gal.
We're always here for you whenever you're feeling down or whatever.
To me, i don't think you made the right decision but its ur decision.
Maybe to you, breaking up with him is the right choice BUT please, don't hurt yourself
cause of your own decision.
That's what you said to me when im trying to patch up with Kyson.
And actually, thanks to you, i DID patched up with him cause you gave me the courage to do so.
And i didn't regret doing that cause i know kyson and me can cooperate better this time round and im not hurting myself coz of my own decision.
Thank you.
So now, i just hope you're okay and don't do anything stupid.

I just wanna tell you one thing, Tiq...
If you find urself thinking bout him everyday, it means you still love him and never ever try to deny that fact, gal even if you FORCE yourself to.

Peace.

Attika's post out 84, MISS!

2009-12-27T12:55:00.003+08:00

I MISS MY LONG HAIR!

BUT STILL!

Im lovin' my current hairstyle.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

Even that cino prefers me with long hair buuuutttttttt...... WHATEVER!

Peace out!

You ppl will see me in long hair again next year!

Attika's post out 83, past outings!

2009-12-27T12:07:00.005+08:00

19.12.09

18.12.09

I uploaded from the latest to the oldest outing but sadly, i havent uploaded ALL the photos yet!

I still have like 3-4 more folders to upload!

The folders are (as follows) :

1. MAC RIDEOUT WITH AIEN 21.12.09 - 10PHOTOS

2. 3 IN 1 MEET UPS IN A DAY ON 23.12.09 - 52PHOTOS

3. XMAS CELEBRATIONS WITH MUM ON 25.12.09 - 17PHOTOS

4. DAYAH'S BDAE ON 26.12.09 - 45PHOTOS
TOTAL PHOTOS TO BE UPLOADED : 124 PHOTOS!

So DAMN MANY to upload!

But dont worry, dont worry, will upload the photos ASAP!

I still have 124 to upload and later on, im gonna meet up with Cuzzie at Woodlands so total....

I'll have more than 124 photos to upload!

And another additional folder too!

And finally, a shoutout to Aien GF!

I've read ur blog post. About your dedication to me.

Thanks for trusting me.

HAHAHA, i cant believe you said i can be a SECRET BOOK! WTH!

Well, hope you'll be my friend, babe and sisto forever yo!
Love you buckets!
Not only you, LOVE ALL OF YOU BUCKETS!

MUAH, MUAH, MUAH!

And sorry peeps if you find my this post irritating coz

i posted this in the national library so it sucks

to update my blog here coz everything will be

all messed up.

Attika's post out 82, Risks

2009-12-20T13:38:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps!

Well, as y'all know, i've gotten my results and... i got promoted!
Well, im happy i gotten promoted BUT still, i must work triple hard.
Getting exactly 19pts shows that i didnt totally work hard for 'N' level.
Even though sec5 is gonna be a bumpy road for me, im still gonna take that risk and move on with it.
In life, you just gotta get up even though you've broken down multiple times, correct?
SO, thats exactly my forte for next year.

I know my parents is proud of me coz compared to my brother's, im the only one who they can depend on right now so, mum, dad, i'll try my ultimate best to make you both proud!

Anyway, ystd hung out with Cuzzie and as usual, had a blast with her even though it was kinda tiring going out with her. Bluek. Her bf will totally give up on her if he has to accompany her go shopping. -.- HAHAHA!
Well, for you peeps who gotten to sec5 next year, work hard and give full attention to your studies cause thats what being a sec5 student is ALL about.

BUHBYE!

Attika's post out 81, RESULTS!

2009-12-17T16:00:00.003+08:00

Before i go off with Star to Holland Village, just wanna post a shout out to ALL 'N' LVL students!

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR RESULTS
TOMORROW!
ALL OF YOU CAN DO IT!
LOVE YOU PPL!
MUAH, MUAH!

Whatever results you ppl receive, just move on and live with it yeah.
Just keep in mind that whatever decisions made by yourself is FINAL and you can never turn back once the decision is made SOOOO
THINK CAREFULLY!
Once again, GOOD LUCK PEEPS!

Attika's post out 80, THE END

2009-12-17T14:35:00.006+08:00

I'll make this post really short and simple.

IMMA SINGLE LADY
AND I'M HAPPY!

Its hard to let you go, Kyson.
I mean we've been thru alot for the past 8months.
Its true you pissed me off a couple of times but i endure all those obstacles coz i know, i still love you even though you suck alot sometimes.
But i guess... its the end of the road for us.

Your dad doesn't approve of our relationship so whats the use man?
I know you don't wanna break up with me. Its just that we can't meet each other for a long period of time SO then, WHATS THE USE?
WHATS THE USE of being in a relationship if we're not seeing each other for months and months!
Like i said to you in the text msg, it really SUCKS BIG TIME and i mean it, boy.

Besides, your Dad is damn RACISTS! And i hate racism's!
I don't wanna pinpoint his bad points to the public coz there is no use.
For now, i just want you to find another prettier, better, CHINESE gal and make that stuck up daddy of yours proud.
Its the end of the story. No more Kyson and Attika love story. No more. The end. Full stop.

But nevertheless, i still need time to heal before
i can move on and be happy with another dude.

I just hope you're happy with your new found love next year or whatever.
But if God wills, maybe we could patch up. And who knows, my heart is totally ready to accept you once more.

Attika's post out 79, HELP!

2009-12-11T15:20:00.002+08:00

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!
GUYS, PLEASE HELP!

Im stuck between 2 guys.
One, a bad boy named Kyson.
Two, a religious dude named Fadhil.

These boys are ok.
Its just that Kyson piss me off lots of times and im so sick of it.
But still, he IS my Bf and i love him.
BUT! Fadhil is sucha nice guy, seriously!
ALOT of ppl asked me to break it off with him but i hadn't made up my mind yet.
Come on ppl, breaking up is not the only way out so please stop saying all this stuffs to me, kay?
I must think about it carefully. REAL CAREFUL.

Any updates, will post more in my blog!

CIAO!

Attika's post out 78, short post

2009-12-06T13:15:00.003+08:00

Hey, peeps!

Just wanna update a short post before i go off.
Ok , ystd went to Bugis with Aien. As usual, had a great time with her even though Bugis was super crowded!
We took a couple of photos plus vids too!
Will upload it sooooonnn, i promise.

Loads of things is spinning in my head right now and i hope it'll be solve soon once that person co-operate with me. But i dont wanna think about it to much now coz im still young and i dont wanna stress myself just cause of that person. -.-

Tiq, my darling, post out a special post especially for me on her blog.
I almost burst into tears when i was reading it halfway.
I can do it ok, guys?
Gimme more time and i know it'll be solved.
If not, i know what to do and no one can stop me now.
But to Tiq, you're awesome and thanks so so much for that post!
I LOVE YOU OH SO MUCH!

Im gonna go off soon.
Maybe head back to home sweet home and then, to Cuzzie' hse!
Cant wait to munch on some yummy chewy juniors later!
Omg, im so excited.

And to my beloved's, dont worry, the happy happy Attika will be back in no time!
I just need that certain person to co-operate, please.
I know he will. Soon.

BUHBYE!

Attika's post out 77, Outing with Aien Gf!

2009-12-04T15:08:00.009+08:00

BLURRED!

Yo, ppl!

Ystd went out with Aien!
First meet up at tahu lembik stall and then after that went to Jurong, Anchorpoint and lastly, queensway. We didn't take so many photos as it was raining and we didn't get to chill outdoors. Sad news right? Hahs.
As usual, i always enjoy hanging out with my babe as she rocks! And she is retarded too which makes it extra fun! We hung out early in the morn around 10plus and went back home at 4 liddat.
Hang out soon again yeah, gf!
I didnt upload all the photos here as i didn't wanna waste time.
The rest of the photos can be viewed in my FB acc so go and check it out yeah!
Oh! I oso got meet up with Kyson ystd. Aien only get to see his back view and i remember her saying he looks hot from the back, -.- thanks anyways babe. How i hope you get to see his full front view. But at least, you're the FIRST person to at least get a glance look at him, bravo to Aien! And fyi peeps, i think Ky looks so much better now and i mean it guys. Just hope i could spend more time with him cause he said that today is his last day of work. YAY, finally! ILY, Ky!

CIAO!

To Tiq darl, i read ur blog post and you're sucha sweet person.
You're the type of person who ppl will cherish forever and i love you so much!
I hope our friendship will last till death parts us yeah.
I treat you as my friend, gf, sister and nothing can compare to you.

Whatcha say in that post really touched my heart. Not only mine but the rest of the SevenConnections.
The memories we had will never ever fade and even though us 7 will not be together next year, our fond memories will always be tattooed in our hearts and we will never ever forget each other's name, personalities and persona.
I hope we 7, no matter how far apart we are, we will still remain friends and sisters!

FRIENDS FOREVER!
Love SevenConnections!

Attika's post out 76, Me plus you

2009-11-26T18:52:00.003+08:00

First known each other on the 18th of April 2009
Became officially couples after 5months of knowing
In a relationship on the 8th of September 2009
And still holding on strong till now
I love you so...

On Sunday. 22/11/09, received a text message from Ky nearing 3am. He asked whether i wanted to meet him later on around lunch time before he goes off to work so i agreed to meet up with him. We text with each other till 4am in the morn. I did ask him on what he was doing since he was awake early in the morn and he said he was chatting. So i was getting a lil pissed off with him and i said " Since you're busy chatting, i guess i should buzz off man"
But he doesnt want me to buzz off as he still wants to text with me. -.- And i replied saying that he is making me pissed off early in the morn and i didnt like it. What surprised me the most is his next text reply!

He said, " Sorry, i love you alot okay?
I've been thinking alot nowadays,
i really willing to convert for you. "

Okok, im not gonna elaborate on this post no more coz it was actually supposed to be posted out last week but there was some technical problems in Star's comp.
But nevertheless, i love him and i just hope we last long.

Attika's post out 75, Job searching with Tiq!

2009-11-26T18:25:00.005+08:00

Love my short hair!

TIQ! Love you babe! :)

Tik and Tiq!

Thursday, 26/11/09

Yoyo, peeps!

Ystd, went out with Tiq and her cousin to IMM. We went around looking for job and it was super super tiring for me coz i went jogging with babe, Aien, early in the morning and oso had breakfast with her known as 'Tahu lembik'. HAHAHAHA! Thats what Aien labeled it as.
Surprisingly, we did get a job at Mini Toons but we gotta work FULL TIME! WTH!
I'll think about it but i will probably reject that job. I cant handle full time, seriously. Its gonna be super exhausting man!

Right now, im at Star's hse and im so happy i finally get a chance to upload all my past photos!
All thanks to bestie, Star! Love ya babe!
And i enjoyed spending time with her at my hse just now. We watched a movie while having lunch together! And of course, i enjoyed lunch coz it was my mum's cooking! Her cooking skills are great! I cant live without her, seriously. Love you so much, mum!

Currently listening to 'Russian Roulette' by Rihanna. That song is so meaningful and nice! You guys should listen to it ok? Its a new song from Rihanna's new album titled "Rated R".
Guess im gonna stop here. Nothing much to update. If some of you ppl wanna know bout kyson and me, well, we're both doing fine. Its just that he is busy with his full time job so he barely has time for me but its alright, i understand. Will talk about us in the next post.

GOODBYE, PPL!

Attika's post out 74, Nil

2009-11-21T22:17:00.003+08:00

Saturday, 21/11

Yo, peeps!

Im so lazy to update my blog these few days so i just type out a few things thats all.
FYI, right now, my life aint going great at all! Having severe family problems and so much more! Im too stressed out right now and i just wish all this misery would go away asap.
I just hope that Dec will be a much better month for my family and me.
Nothing much to update.
Will update once i find something interesting to talk about.

CIAO!

Attika's post out 73, 4more days!

2009-11-14T19:10:00.004+08:00

Saturday, 14/11/09

Yo, peeps!

Ok, im gonna make this quite a long post coz i wont be blogging for another week or so.
It sucks not having a computer of my own but i cant do anything to change that fact, right? Ha!
So, this November, nothing much has happened. Everyday, i will wake up and do the same old routines i do EVERY SINGLE DAY. And damn, im so sick of it. Past few days, i had an interview at Starbucks located at Holland. The manager said that i've to be committed to the job for at least a year! Im not sure but i've been thinking bout it these couple of days and i've decided that i cant totally cope with my studies while working.

Sigh, its so hard when your family is not financially stable. There would be loads of stuffs going on in your mind and you just cant stop thinking about it coz you're a part of it too and it sucks BIG TIME. But complaining isnt going to work either. I just wish my family life would be better once my mum is divorce with my step dad, insyaallah.

I'm so nervous coz the GCE 'N' level results would be released soon in mid December, i think. But nevertheless, whatever results i receive and seen on that day, im gonna go ahead with what my results has stated. Need it be ITE or Sec 5, i will still continue on with that path and do the best i can in it. I just wish all the best to all the 'N' level peeps this year. :)

My post stated '4more days'.
Yeah, some ppl might think im relating it to prom night but NO, coz i wouldn't be going anyway.
But to those who are, i hope you ppl have lots of fun, fun, fun! Enjoy that day as if there is no tmr ppl! Im so jealous of you guys but heck, i dont wanna be brooding over it. Gotta admit, im kinda sad that i dont get to go but hell, there is nothing i can do now. Its TOO LATE.

Ok, actually, its 4more days to the 7month of Kyson cinone and Me! LOL!
I actually cant accept the fact that we can last this long but im so grateful we did. :)
ILY, KY!

CIAO!

Attika's post out 72, THIS IS IT!

2009-11-03T16:22:00.010+08:00

MJ THIS IT IT! FINAL TOUR CONCERT! 31/10/09

Aaahhh! MJ! *screams*

Ayu and Een! This gal rawks!

AYU!

EEN!

EEN AND ME! :)

RETARDS!

ME! OMG! Can see my insides! DAMMIT!

Tik, Ash, Ayu! I look so blur. -.-

CUZZIE! ILY!

All soaked and wet! Damn rain.

Tuesday, 03/11

Yo, people!

OMG!
I miss blogging so much! Its been ages!

Anyways, those photos were taken on 31/10/09, Saturday.
Met up with Cuzzie Ashhy and her 2 awesome babes, Een and Ayu!
Those ppl are AWESOME-NESS! Anyone will fall in love with them! Lets hang out together again sometimes yeah. Love you gals! Muacks!

The MJ This is it final concert was SUPER DUPER GREAT!
Words cant even explain how great it was!
We didn't even wanna leave the cinema after the movie has ended!
I mean like c'mon.
MJ, KING OF POP! Who doesn't love him man? HE'S AN INSPIRATION TO MILLIONS!

After the movie, went over to LJS to have dinner.
It tastes nice, of course. HAHAHA! It'S cuzzie's fav place to dine too.
I totally enjoyed that day. The gals were wonderful and i really love them!
Een and Ayu speaks fluent english, omg.
How I wish i could speak like them.
Ok, i will stop here.
Next few movies i wanna catch are:
JENNIFER'S BODY AND PARANORMAL ACTIVITIES!
Both horror movies baby!

CIAO!

last but not least, wanna shout out a few somethings. haha!

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO NURASHIQIN BINTE SUHAIMI
THIS SATURDAY, 07/11!
I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH!
BEST COUSIN AND BIATCH EVER!
*hugs and kisses*

And this Sunday, 08/11 is my 2nd monthsary with Kyson!
Ily, hubby!
And the 18th of Nov, is our 7 month!
Hope we last long, hubby!
WO AI NI!

One additional thing.

Its bout Kyson and me.
If some of you ppl dont wanna know bout it, you ppl can scram off!

Both of us is ok so far. However, we rarely meet up coz he is working full time and as for me, im still doubtful whether to start work at my new workplace or not.
Its so frustrating sometimes. Only i know how it feels, sigh.
But nevertheless, i still must go on with life as per normal coz thats the only thing i could do.
Of course i'll get angry and pissed off if he doesnt even have the time to spend time with me but i understand coz he is working full time now and i cant force him to meet up with me coz he'll probably be exhausted after working 8 hours a day!

And even if we do text each other, he'll rarely get to reply me coz by then, he'll already begin work. Sometimes when i think about it, its kinda sad but i cant do anything. I cant force him to stop work just to entertain me.
I just hope that we get to spend time with each other before school starts again next year.
We MUST spend quality time with each other again or else, the whole cycle of us not entertaining each other will repeat once more next year.
And i DON'T want it to happen.

Attika's post out 71, So long!

2009-10-15T15:24:00.009+08:00

Thursday, 15.10.09

Yo, peeps!

Its been so llloooonnnnggg since i last updated my blog. Sorry if you ppl feel bored each time you entered my blog. Currently at Star's house now and she's playing a horror game on her psp and keeps on screaming overtime -.-

Anyways, I'm so glad that N level has ended. Now i can chill back and relax. Yesterday, went out with Jesslyn to Vivo and other various places. Guess what man? I gotten a job! At vivo! So watch out for me then. :) I will start working on the beginning of November. 1hr 5bucks babe! WOW!

Okok, i wanna apologize to my babes if i seldom join you guys during the hari raya outing and also the ITE visit. Hope you guys pardon me yeah. I miss you awesome babes man! Lets hang out all together soon. Love you ppl! Muacks! And you gals better enjoy and shake your arses out during prom night! And so sorry i couldn't join. The budget just ain't my thang. I'm super sure you guys will look super hawt to the top, baby! Same goes to the rest of the ppl!

I'll be looking forward to so many things after 'N'. Work, outings and many more! Bout Chingay, im not totally sure coz by then, i'll be busy working and so on. I cant wait to watch Michael Jackson's This is it concert on Oct 30. Thanks to your friend, cuz, for booking the tickets for me too. I owe you one man. See you awesome peeps soon yo!

Finally, some of you guys must be wondering how my relationship with Kyson is going on. Well, its going well. I've known him for 6months and we still holding on strong. Yeah, there is some kinda problems here and there but i know that my babes will always be there for me when i need em. Thanks yeah. Wow, i've say out so many thanks on this post. Well, thats me! I'm always so grateful to what you ppl has done for me and all. And to my babe Aien, i hope whatever problems you have within yourself would be solved. Remember babe, if you're in trouble or doubt, just share it with me. I'll be there for you ok? Love ya! And same goes to my other babes too! Im always here for you gals.

Guess i should stop here. This is sucha long post man. Im not sure when i'll blog again but i hope i'll blog, plurk, twitter and facebook-ing as soon as possible! Yeah!

CIAO!

Attika's post out 70, :)

2009-09-19T00:15:00.003+08:00

Saturday, 19/09

Hey, peeps!

Before i start out this new post, i wanna wish that special someone
a very happy birthday.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO
KYSON!

Cant wait to see you later in the evening and celebrate it with you.
Im so happy you already turned 16, my Cinone dude. ILY!
This Sunday, 20/09, is HARI RAYA! Im so gonna enjoy that day and forget bout studies for the meantime.
All of us deserve a break before the 2nd round of N levels on the 5th of Oct.

Im super lazy to type anymore cause i just got back from shopping at Bugis, chilling and cam whoring and lots more stuff at Clarke Quay and finally, head to Dad's house at Pasir ris.
And thanks, Fas babe, for accompanying me shop for my skirt. ILY!
My body is so freaking sore and im gonna head to sleep soon.
Cannot tahan the pain man!

Today is the last day of fasting and im so gonna jump for joy and anxiety.
Guess im gonna stop here. Im super tired and cannot take it.
To all Muslims,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!

CIAO!

And to my dude, you better not be late tmr or you're so gonna die.
Cant wait to spend time with you after 1week of not seeing you and whatsoever.

Lastly, to the ppl who wished me happy birthday on the 15th,
THANKS SO MUCH YEAH!
LOVE YOU PPL LOADS!

Attika's post out 69, Busy!

2009-09-14T13:18:00.001+08:00

Monday, 14/09

Yo, wassup peeps!

Sorry i didn't update for A VERY LONG TIME!
Was super busy and didn't even get the chance to even touch the computer! DAMN!
So today, im gonna type quite a long post to last for these few days or maybe more.

The last few weeks was super duper stressful due to N levels and prelims. Today till Wednesday, i'll be sitting for my 2nd week of prelims. Sucks man! I cant wait for Oct 13, the last day of N levels! Well, thats what the consent form states.
I dont wanna meet my Biatch for these few weeks(if possible). I wanna focus on my studies and give it my best for the 2nd rounds of N.
Its harder, i just know it! DAMMIT! Why must we all be so freaking stressful?! But its all worth it cause we want the best for our future.

Got lots of events i wanna look forward to after N. I wanna catch a movie(Star and my Cinone dude still owe me 1 movie), wanna find a job, and maybe join Chingay 2010. There is SO MUCH MORE I WANNA DO! I wanna keep myself super occupied till my results is revealed.

I am SOOOOO looking forward to tomorrow! :)
Whats tomorrow's date? Its the 15th!
And some of you peeps might know what i'll be celebrating on that day.
Gonna meet Cuzzie Ashhy this Wednesday if she's free. YAY! Finally get to see her face.
And gonna hang out with Star too when she's free. Long time no hang out with my own bestie even though i see her everyday in school.

Last but not least, the 8th of September 2009 is one of my most memorable day ever. :)
Korang faham faham je larh eh(malay words)
I guess im gonna stop here. So freaking lazy to type anymore.
Will go back home soon and study for tomorrow's Bio and Chem paper.

CIAO!

Attika's post out 68, Hot!

2009-08-29T17:33:00.005+08:00

Saturday, 29/08

Hey, people!

The sun is shining right at me! And its freaking hot! Just a few hours left to buka and i cant wait. Hope the food that's gonna be served is sedap. Stayed at dad's home the entire day today and so far, it has been fun. Been playing downloaded trial games and it totally made my day. The other thingy that brighten up my day even further is when i received a text message from my cinone biatch. HAHA!

He ask me whether i can meet up at night and i replied NO cause my dad will think likewise. And besides, im a gal and my dad dislike it when i go out too late at night so yeah. Oh, the other reason i didn't wanna meet him is cause i wanna catch MJs Munich concert tonight. Its on Channel 5, 7.30pm! Cant wait! In addition to all you ppl, today is MJs 51st bdae! Yeah, he is dead but to us all, he still lives in our hearts.
KING OF POP FOREVER, BABY!

Well, gotta stop here. School as usual on Monday. Sheesh, my plan not to attend school on Monday is perished. Damn CIP. Whatever, Tuesday is a holiday anyways so that's my reward for attending school on Monday. HAHAHA! And i wonder what the gals bought for Ms Eng for teachers' day? Hmm...

To the ppl taking 'N' Levels,
9 MORE DAYS LEFT! *screams*
Better be prepared for the 1st round of N levels.
Its gonna be one of my worst nightmares ever!

CIAO, PEOPLE!

Attika's post out 67, Patience

2009-08-28T21:05:00.005+08:00

Friday, 28/08

Heya, peeps!

Finally, 1week of fasting had passed. 22 more days to go and fasting is over. I'll be so happy when it ends. Today, school was alright. Received back our Malay papers and im so glad i passed. After school, our class had to do a Math mock test for 2 long hours! Dammit! It was stressful for me cause i suck in Math.

So far, there is 10days left before 'N' Levels. I must start studying my SS! OMG!
Overall, i passed my Malay- 63.5% and SS 35/50
I failed my English paper 2 but passed my paper 1, yay!
I hope i will pass overall for English or else im super dead.

Right now, im listening to 'Like a boy' by Ciara and boy, the video is damn awesome! You guys should check out her slick dance moves! And damn, Ciara looks cool when she dressed up like a boy in the video. Check it out even though the song was released a year back. HAHA!

Next Monday is Teachers' day celebrations! Im planning not to come to school, y'know. But i MUST come just cause i must complete my CIP hours, dang! Curse CIP! But i am looking forward to the performances by the Sec 2s. Hope the dance is gonna be mind blowing. Or else, my day will be totally ruined! Just hope everything goes as plan on Monday.

Finally, tomorrow is MJ's 51st birthday! And for those MJ fans, dont forget to watch his Munich concert tomorrow on Channel 5, 7.30pm! I hope i dont miss it. :)

Peace out, peeps!

To my cinone Biatch, im really missing you.
And every single day, i'll try my best to control myself.
I dont wanna meet you even if i had the chance
Cause this is the Ramadan month and i'll feel so sinful
If i did all those stuffs with you even after i break fast
I know you understand
And hope you can control yourself too, Ky.
So, i guess i'll just see your cute lil face
1month later
I miss you, Cina Boy.

Attika's post out 66, I gotta feeling

2009-08-22T22:12:00.004+08:00

Saturday, 22/08

Hey, peeps!

My 2ND post for today.
Probably wont be blogging, plurk-ing, twitter-ing and facebook-ing for another week.
For those people who are not interested to read this post, its okay cause only a few of you will know more about this issue. Its an issue between him and me.

I notice that nowadays, he has been texting me first coz sometimes, when im bored, i will probably text him but only when im bored, ok? So dont think that im so desperate for that cinone dude. I already known him for 4months plus now and its not easy to maintain our whatsoever relationship, seriously. Our whatsoever relationship is like a roller coaster ride and im super grateful we can make it till now.

Like i said in the previous post, fasting will end on the 19th which is also his birthday. Im only planning to celebrate both our birthdays either after Hari Raya or 'N' levels. Sigh, its hard but so far, we've been ok. I think he is missing me but that Biatch just doesnt wanna admit it but heck, i dont give a damn man, hahs!

Well, i just hope we can last as long as we could although its impossible for us to be last forever. Gotta stop thinking about him for the rest of the fasting month. And damn, im so gonna give him one long hug when i get to see him again after one month. But for sure, my mum already know bout him and me. But she only know one side of the story. Coz i told her that he is just a friend. But at least she knows im meeting up with him whenever i head to Jurong. And i feel relieved, no idea why.

CIAO, PEEPS!

Attika's post out 65, Fasting

2009-08-22T11:19:00.005+08:00

Saturday, 22/08

Hellloooo, peeps!

Today is the first day of FASTING!
So far, so good for me. YAY!
If im not wrong, we'll end fasting on the 19th since Hari Raya is on the 20th August.
So, that means the last day of fasting ends on my Biatch's birthday! COOL!
Ok, lets skip this and i'll tell you retards what i did yesterday with Fas babe.

THE PROPOSAL!

Its PG due to sexual references and nudity.
You guys should catch it!
Just watch it!
Dont care, if you guys cant watch it on the cinemas, watch it online!
Its SUPER HILARIOUS AND BEST GYLER BABI!

Actually, Fas and me, wanted to watch The Orphan but i cant watch it since im not 16 yet. Damn! Must they check our ICs? Curse it! But forget it. Im so glad that we didnt regret watching the proposal. And our 10bucks was definitely worth it man! The movie lasted for about 2hours. We watched at the 7+ timeslot so it ended at 9+. After the movie, slacked with Fas at Plaze Sing. Both of us were chatting about lots of stuff. And to Fas, i hope you'll make the right decisions and choices ok? I love you, babe.

Fasting today and so far, im enjoying it. AWESOME!
To the people who find fasting difficult, trust me, 1month will pass by super fast!

One last shout out!
To the people who comforted me and cheered me up on Thursday, thanks guys.
I love you ppl! I cried not just cause i failed my English paper.
When i started crying, all my problems piled up inside my mind.
Sigh, when will it ever end.
But anyways, im so glad that you guys are always there for me.
Thanks so much!

Attika's post out 64, Random

2009-08-15T17:03:00.008+08:00

Retarded cuzzies!
I just love you people!

CLASSMATES!

I LOVE FAS!
I look so retarded!

I LOVE STAR!

My 2 MOST AWESOME BABES EVER! Always there for me whenever i need them!
LOVE YOU FAS BABE AND TIQ DARL!

Saturday, 15/08

Yo, Retards!

Did nothing much today. Had lucnh at Anchorpoint KFC with family and headed to daddy's
house after that. OH! I bought 2 shorts for 10bucks at COTTON ON! I think im starting to fall in love with COTTON ON. Im so happy i get to use the laptop. HAHA! Gonna go to Kak Jihan's open house tmr at Jurong West. I heard its a 2storey house. COOL!

And i hope i dont see my Biatch there too cause he lives around that area! WTH! But one thing's for sure, my mum already knows that each time i head to Jurong, it means i'l meet up with a guy. Man! I just cant lie to her! DAMMIT!
Cant wait to see my Bitchy cousin tmr and im so gonna enjoy the food at the open house tmr! YAHOO!

Not gonna much in this post. The next post, i'll talk alot(maybe)

Buhbye!

Attika's post out 63, HAPPY!

2009-08-14T12:44:00.001+08:00

Friday, 14/08

Yo, yo, wassup!

Im super happy that prelims has ended TODAY!
I hope i'll do well for all my papers. Im currently using Star's comp right now.
She's gonna watch a movie title 'UP' with her cousin soon. Enjoy, Star! You must watch THE ORPHAN with me, k?
Something weird happened last night when im with my Biatch. Someone stalked him and i don't wanna know the reason why.
And wanna know who the stalkers were, its 2 indian guys.
It was around 9++ when they followed him.
Dont wanna elaborate much. Im so freaking pissed off with those damn stalkers man!
Just mind your own business man! DAMMIT! Leave him alone!

There is a problem with Blogger right now! I cant post photos or anything! WTF!
Damn blogger! I hate it sometimes.
Well, gonna go off pretty soon!
CIAO!

Additional stuffs.
I donno why there is always disturbance when im with you.
I hope the next time we meet or whatever, will be a much better one.
I hate it when all these stuffs happened to us, its really damn annoying, you know.
Sigh, dont wanna elaborate much. It makes me sick, sometimes.
I'll just let Allah decide my fate, thats all i can rely on.

Attika's post out 62, Birthdays!

2009-08-09T13:19:00.002+08:00

Sunday, 09/08

Yo, peeps!

Gonna make this post short. Im so lazy to blog nowadays. Besides, im going home sweet home sooonnn!

Just wanna shout out

HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY TO BABY BRO HAKIM!

&

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!

So far, August is OK for me. My prelims gonna begin soon and i cant wait for it to commence and end. I donno why i kept missing my Biatch. This week, i met him once for awhile only. So far, i havent seen him for 1 week plus. But i can tahan ok? Not planning to meet him during the fasting month. HA! Gonna head home soon and celebrate baby bro's birthday and after that, head to cuzzie's house! :) See ya later, cuz! ILY! Not gonna type much, so freaking lazy. In fact, im too lazy to handle things in my social network life. WTF!

CIAO! AND ENJOY YO!

Attika's post out 61, Pain!

2009-08-02T17:21:00.002+08:00

Sunday, 02/09

Yo, people!

Gonna make this post short. So lazy to update my blog.
I'm currently addicted to PLURK and maybe TWITTER too!
I find FACEBOOK getting more and more dull. Man, sometimes social networking is SO boring. Improve the systems man!
Tomorrow's school and my whole body is still in excruciating pain! GODDAMMIT!
I hope it heals by tonight! I really cannot TAHAN this pain! This is the reason why i didn't attend school on Friday.
Fas babe is gonna be attending school tomorrow! FINALLY! I'm so gonna hug her and talk to her again and again and again!
Ok, nothing more to blog. Follow me in both Twitter and Plurk!
Ciao, people! ILY!

Attika's post out 60, Empty

2009-08-01T13:26:00.004+08:00

Saturday, 01/08

Yo, people!

Wow! Finally, August is here! Oh yeah! So many events will be happening and its all crucial for me. Borrowed a book titled 'GOOD KARMA' a few days back. It teaches people on how they can improve themselves, become a better person, you know. There is a few sentences which really touched me and it kinda reminds me of myself and in fact, everyone!

So this is the sentences i picked out:

The past is the repository of all your experiences, the joys and the triumphs,
as well as the disappointments. Without your past, you wouldn't be you.
When you say you want to put it behind you, dont you mean you want
to be free of unpleasant memories?

Torturing yourself by rehashing those moments isnt going to stop the past
to rest anymore than ignoring them would.

There are many more! But i'm not done reading the book yet. Will state out more quotes when im done reading. Im currently listening to NE-YO's song tiled 'EMPTY FRAMES'. Nice song, you guys should try listening to it yo.

Ciao! Oh, another thingy, S.U.M.O means
SHUT UP, MOVE ON! Saw it in a book and i like the quote! HAHA!
And yeah, i'm still bored. This week is the most boring weekend i've ever had!

P.s i miss you, Kyson.
I really do, man.

Attika's post out 59, Frustration

2009-07-31T19:37:00.007+08:00

Friday, 31/07

Hey, peeps!

Was absent from school today coz I'm not feeling well and damn, my whole body is aching from yesterday night till now!

So, yesterday was totally not my day. Had a bad day at school yesterday, dammit! My quote for yesterday is..

''SOMETIMES, STANDING UP FOR OTHERS CAN LEAD YOU TO TROUBLES
AND WHATSOEVER PROBLEMS''

I was just standing up for my Malay friends. Is that something wrong? Is it so hard for you to release them earlier so that they can go for a short break and get prepared before their oral commences? DAMMIT! 5mins is not enough for a break, dammit. Wanna know why i suggested them to leave early?

Its cause i was so damn fucking famished when i waited for 2 hours before it was my turn to sit for oral. I don't wanna my malay peeps to go through the same situation as me! And there she is, yelling at the whole class, putting most of the blame towards the malay students. HELLO? I always give you answers, OK? So, next time, think before throwing your tantrum to the whole class. Some students was looking at me with those disgusted faces and i was like WTF! MYOB!

OK, so during the day of my oral which is the day before all the other malay students had theirs.
Was released at 1.45. Went down to the office, to take my card but wasn't available at that time and it at least take 5mins of my time. Time check, nearing 1.55. Went down to the library and already saw St. Margaret's students heading there so i followed them and the teachers from behind. And i was so relieved i head there on time or else i'll be late! Time check, 2pm. Already settled down and listening to instructions and all. I felt so awkward with all those st.Margaret gals surrounding me. Only i know the tension. HAHAHAHA! But one thing i notice bout them is, THEY LIKE TO LAUGH AND MAKE JOKES! LOL! I kept my cool, of course. Talked abit abit and smile to them.

OH! There is another gal named Atiqah, haha!
She asked me "Umm, how to say volunteer in malay ar?"
I replied "Umm, i have no idea, heh." We talked in malay though.
Most of them were so tall and skinny. Only a few was like my size. That Atiqah gal was the joker and i think she can be a comedian when she grow up. When i see her personality, it reminds me of my girlfriend, Jannah. Both of them are funny and entertaining. HAHAHAHA! Throughout 2 hours of waiting, i was totally entertained by some of their jokes. One of the gals farted and i think i smelled something 'smelly'. LOL! I think they're awesome people larh. And we kept hearing cicak sounds! WTH! So cute!

Ok larh, wanna stop here. Oh, check out the song 'The Warning' from Eminem. Read the lyrics! Eminem is talking bad about Mariah Carey and Nick Cannon! WTH!

Attika's post out 58, At-tika

2009-07-28T17:40:00.005+08:00

IM ATTIKA BINTE AZMAN
AND IM PROUD

2nd post for the day!

Gonna make this quick! Just a few mins left! Aaahhh!

So, who the hell is that gal?

Me, of course!

Last week, we received a form to fill up our achievements, contributions and blablabla.

There is one column which ask us to ask others to fill up what they think of us.

Lets see, the people who filled up this column for me is...

-Huibin

-Jason

-Aien

-Eida

-Jannah

-Shiqi

-Xuying

-Sakinah

I think thats about it. If i leave out anyone, im so sorry.

OK, so here's the deal

These is what they think of me, of course, coming from different ppl.

-Friendly

-Hardworking

-Easy going

-Social studies buddy(huibin wrote this) She is my best Math buddy ever! (Thats what i commented on hers)

-Cheerful

-perseverance

-Daring

I cant remember the rest though. HAHA! I think there is still a few more points but nevermind.

Thanks, classmates for saying all these positive remarks about me. Sometimes, looking at this kinda comments coming from others made me realise about lots of stuffs! I always think that im bad and all, whatever. But these remarks made me think about the opposite. And im absolutely grateful for this. HOORAY!

And YAY! My bro topped up 1buck for me so this means, i can still surf the net for 30 more mins! LOL!

Since i still have the time, im gonna type out abit more then. For those who is tired of reading, please, just get outta here.

Only a few of my beloveds know about this matter. And now, im gonna share some of this things with you guys. Lets begin! So, some of you may be wondering, how are things between him and me? Answer is, we're doing just fine. So far, no more quarrels and conflict compared to what we went through the last time. When 18/08 arrives, that marks the 4th month of us(friendship?). Nothing more yet cause he is not prepared. Why is he not prepared? He is afraid of me getting hurt, he wants a long lasting relationship and the biggest problem is, he is scared that his family and friends will find out about us, eg. saw us hanging out together or whatsoever matter.

Yesterday, counsellor wanted to see me. I discussed about lots of stuffs! Family, my biatch, 'nenek keropok'? (HAHA!) and many more!

Lets talk about my biatch section.
So, i ask the counsellor, 'What does it mean when a guy hugs and kisses a girl everytime he sees her?'
She was quite uncertain on how to answer my question so she said, 'Well, probably that guy likes you, likes to be hugged or maybe, he just wants to fulfill his needs and etc.'

And i was like, 'Oh ok. But is it ok for the guy to hug and kiss the girl but they haven't stabilised themselves in a serious relationship BUT they both confessed their feelings to each other before?'

The counsellor replied, 'Umm, of course its wrong to hug and kiss each other if both of you are just friends. But since the guy already confessed to you, its kinda, umm, ok. But still, Attika, you have to keep in mind and know where to draw the line.'

Her answers seems kinda doubtful but its alright. She's right and she totally knock some sense into me after talking for almost 2hours! Im so confused right now! Ugh! I dont wanna think about it or else my head will explode! Not gonna share the rest, im tired of this. Sigh.

SESSION ENDED!

Attika's post out 57, Photos!

2009-07-28T16:29:00.019+08:00

Tuesday, 28/07

Yo, people!

SOOOOO, these were the photos i snapped that day. Yeah, some of you may have seen it either on my facebook acc or Aien's blog. But since im so bored, i've decided to post the photos in my blog. :) SO, for those who havent seen it, ENJOY!

Today school was alright. my 2 best gyler babes didnt come cause they're sick, sigh. I felt so lonely. Damn! Tmr, one of you must come. Im SO SCARED! Wanna know why? Cause tmr i'll be taking my 'N' level Malay Oral! WTF! Wish me luck, people! I hope i'll do my best. Give it my ultimate best shot ever! Thanks to 2nd bro, i'm able to surf the net now at the national library, YAY! He topped up $2 for my acc! $2 equivalent to 1hr! Right now, im listening to my blog's 2nd track, 'OUTTA MY SYSTEM' and damn, i love this song, ALOT! Thanks to Star for intro-ing it to me. Thanks, sisto!

Tonight is the Semi-finals of Anugerah! Good luck to all 6 contestants! I wish Kunjung, Wawan and Hydir will make it to the finals yo! All the best people! HAHA! Believe me when i say im not interested in Anugerah at all. Just love the contestants, thats all cause they're awesome people!

My plurk says im missing someone and its totally true! Some of you people may know who im missing right now. Shhh, if you know who it is, ok? ;)

My biatch is taking his prelims now. Will probably end next week. He can do it, i know it. I cant wait for prelims to commence, baby! Im so addicted to type more right now but i dont wanna lecture and bore you people with my long posts! HAHAHAHA!

Guess i'll stop here! But i wanna type MOOOORRREEEE! Fine, i'll stop! Buhbye, awesome freaks!

Biatch, you still owe me 1 movie!

Must catch a movie with me after prelims, i dont care! :)

I guess we cant meet for the time being cause you're taking ur prelims for the time being.

Of course i'll miss you, i already am, damn! I hope you are to(insyaallah)!

I dont think we can meet up during the fasting month. (mly ppl will know why)

Oh! I cant wait to celebrate our bdae's together! ;)

For now, study hard biatch and IMY!

And finally, i hope our relationship will become much much much better when we meet up again(insyaallah, again)!

And fyi to t he people out there, we still havent go steady, ok?

So, get real and dont spread rumors!

Attika's post out 56, Anugerah Roadshow!

2009-07-26T01:19:00.008+08:00

Sunday, 26/07

Yo, peeps!

The time now is 1:20AM and i'm still wide awake. Basically cause i gotten the privilege from my Dad to use the laptop! Yahoo! So thick-skinned! HAHA! But who cares. This is me so just MYOB!

Today, tagged with Aien to catch the Anugerah Roadshow at East Point Mall, Simei. Sadly, only the 2 of us went but still, i find it fun! We met up with 2 other of Aien's fren, 1gal, 1 guy. They were OK to me. We waited for bout an hour plus before the show began. So FREAKING LONG seiy! What the hell! But luckily, the KFC lunch that we had, last till the roadshow ended! Oh, yeah! It ended at 5.30. Actually, Aien planned to chill Vivo after that but sadly, i'm meeting up with my Biatch so i turned down her offer. Sorry, babe! Will make it up to you sooonnnn!

Not gonna elaborate much on what i did the rest of the day.

But for sure...

I ENJOYED THE ROADSHOW!

IT WAS GEREK, FUN AND DAMN ENTERTAINING!
THE CROWD WAS AWESOME, THE HOST WAS FUNNY AND THE ANUGERAH CONTESTANTS WERE DAMN NICE!

The time now is nearing 2AM and my eyes still ain't sleepy. Im so glad Cuzzie isnt asleep yet. She is the only 1 entertaining me right now. Im trying my best to download a Bluetooth device right now so that i can transfer all the photos i took today to the computer but until now, i have no luck finding it! DAMMIT! Will get back with you guys soon. Wanna do my research now!

Time check:303AM
I still have no luck finding that bluetooth thingy. Aaahhh! I guess i just forget about it. To Aien: Will try to upload the photos ASAP! :) I think i gonna head to sleep pretty soon. My whole body is aching. Gonna watch a movie called 'The haunting in connecticut' with my Biacth later in the afternoon. He said he can and i hope he dont cancel last minute coz of work or anything that crops up. Guess i'll sleep at 4AM. Im so addicted to this laptop!

CIAO, BUHBYE, SAYONARA!
(This is what will happen if you stay up till the break of dawn, you'll turn insane!)

Attika's post out 55, home!

2009-07-19T12:36:00.002+08:00

Sunday, 19/07

Yo, wassup!

Going back to home sweet home soon! :)
Just wanna do a short post before i head home.
I wanna apologize to Cuzzie cause i purposely wrote that in your tagboard. HAHA! Don't take it to heart yeah. Peace out!

So, 2 months from now, its my Biatch's birthday!
I'm 4days older than him and so proud of it.
Lame? I know but who cares! Ha!
Yesterday, marks our 3rd month and I'm so happy i met up with him yesterday. *smiles*
Fyi, we haven't get serious yet cause he said he is not prepared yet.
I asked why and he said he didn't want to hurt my feelings by doing all those breaking up stuffs. Aww, so thoughtful. I (L) u, notty bitch!

BUHBYE!
Man, school tomorrow? Sigh.
D&T submission deadline is on the 21st!
Aaahhh!

Attika's post out 54, Tiring day!

2009-07-18T22:58:00.011+08:00

Saturday, 18/07

Hey, peeps!

I'M SO EXHAUSTED!

AAAHHH!

First destination (Time check: 2++)

BUGIS

-Meet up with Fas babe at 1.45
-Had lunch at McDonald's
-After lunch, went to stop by at the toilet cause Fas wanted to 'strip' off her inside clothing's. :)
-Head To Marina Bay to meet up with Aien Hommie

Second destination (Time check:3++)

MARINA BARRAGE

-Waited for Aien hommie for 30mins, i think. But, its OK. :)
-She brought her cousin, dayah, along
-Took the upgraded shutter bus to Marina Barrage
-Marina Barrage was packed with people! OMG! They were all flying kites and having picnic and stuffs
-Stayed there for 30mins only. Cause we cannot tahan the crowd plus the humid weather. Did some camwhoring for awhile and ciao!
-Took the shutter bus back to the MRT station and from there took the MRT together but eventually, all of us went our separate ways

MY final destination (Time check:5++)

BOON LAY

Aien and her cousin went home. Fas went Chinese Garden.

I know you people may think that i'm insane! From Marina, i travelled to Jurong! I think i'm retarded too! Went Jurong to meet my Biatch! Not gonna elaborate much on that. Head to home sweet home(dad's house, pasir ris) at 8++. Reached home at 10++ and i'm so glad i'm HOME! Was super tired till i cant even feel my legs! Now, my legs are straining and my whole body is aching! Guess i'll stop here. Im too lazy to type too! Sorry, people!

Oh! Star, i'm so sorry i couldnt catch the fireworks with cha at Esplanade. I really wanted to, though. Cause my cuzzie catched it before and she said it was spectacular! But damn packed larh the place. HAHA! I'll make up to you 1 day, sisto!

Overall: Today was gerek gyler babi but damn tiring!

Its OK if you're still unsure
But as long as you're by my side,
i'm fine with it
I (L) you, Biatch!

Attika's post out 53, Movie Outing!

2009-07-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

Friday, 17/07

Hey, people!

Today, went out with Star, Cuzzie, Afiq and his friend to catch Harry Potter and the half blood prince. The movie starts at 3 and i was LATE! I was LOST! I didn't know where the Cathay is. What the hell! Don't wanna elaborate much on that, though. The movie lasted after 2hours30mins. Overall, it was OK for me. I'll give it a 3/5 star for it. I think the previous Harry Potter movie was much better. So, its up to you people on whether you wanna watch it or not. But i think its not that worth it larh.

Went to eat at Dhoby Ghaut exchange after that. Unfortunately, i didn't eat due to cash constraint. Dammit! And now, IM SO DAMN HUNGRY! If I'm hungry, i cant SLEEP! Aaahhh! After dinner, went our separate ways. Cuzzie and i head to City Hall after we found out that the shutter but to marina barrage was not available for the day. DANG! Talked and talked bout lots of stuffs! I love talking to my cousin but u hate it when she's too super duper hyper! Especially in front of guys. But what to do, that's Ashhy for you. Aiyo.

Head home at 9 and i totally enjoyed today even though i got lost. What the! OMG! I'm SO HUNGRY!

CIAO!

Attika's post out 52, My collage!

2009-07-12T20:03:00.008+08:00

Edited by Ur's truly. :)

Sunday, 12/07

Hey, peeps!

Finally, i get to upload photos today! All thanks to bestie, Star! She's awesome! Her phone is my source to everything! HAHA! Thanks, dude! Love ya!

Right now, at Star's house. She's busy doing stuffs while I'm surfing the net. So, yesterday, went out to meet up with my biatch at Vivo around 9+ and got back home around 11.30pm. I'm relieved that no one nagged at me for coming back home so late. Wanna know how my outing with my biatch went like? See me personally and you'll know the juicy story. But only authorized personnel's can know about this.

Gonna head home soon, around 9. Tomorrow's school! YAY! I'm so not sure why the hell I'm so psyched about going to school tomorrow! I think I'm missing my babes too much! Cant wait to see you awesome people! *smiles and grins* I'm so HAPPY there is no math lesson tomorrow. I totally needa break form that subject.

MY BRAND NEW SHOE!
AND I'M LOVIN IT!

Actually, its not that brand new anymore since i already put it on a couple of times. HAHA! Its really adorable and i feel comfortable putting it on. :) I don't usually like shoes but this one, its special. I'm so gonna treat it well and make sure that this shoe lasts as long as possible! OK, lets move on to my final topic today. YAY!

On the left, letter received from 1st bro. On the right, letter written by me. :)
Beloved sweet 16 sisto to her beloved 22 year old bro!

So, my eldest brother is in a place where there is no escape. Only walls to stare at. Honestly, every time when i received a letter from my brother, tears will form and eventually, I'll break down and cry. I know I'm not close to my brother when he was still around. Cause both of us don't really blend well with each other. But no matter what, he'll always protect me from danger cause he knows that its his responsibility to look after his younger siblings. And right now, i just wanna say out my thanks to him for always protecting me and looking out for me even though you're always nowhere to be seen right now. I know I'll see a brand new older brother a few years later. Maybe when I'm in the age of 19 or 20?

I miss you, elder brother. I hope you'll turn over a new leaf once you're released from that terrible place where everyone abhor. I know you will. You're gonna be a responsible daddy to your son plus a great husband to your wife. I have faith in you. bro. And like you always said in every single letter you wrote, I will try to fulfill that wish of yours which is

MAKE OUR PARENTS PROUD AND STUDY HARD ALWAYS, SISTER!

Don't worry, I'll try my ultimate best, bro! :)

Peace out, people!

p.s yesterday was unforgettable.

Attika's post out 51, Confused!

2009-07-11T16:52:00.003+08:00

Saturday, 11/07

Heyhey, people!

Today's Saturday and i'm still stuck at home during these hours. While others are enjoying life at the outside world. That Biatch wanted to meet up with me today but I'm not sure why the hell I'm hesitating right now. I'm so confused! I asked whether he is free tomorrow but he has to attend work. Mabe I'm hesitating just cause I've no idea what to do when i meet up with him. He wants to meet me at night cause he is busy with his friends right now. Plus, i don't have the nerves to interfere.

Oh, i wanna say thanks to the people who tagged me and encourage me to advance to Sec 5. I'll try my best, OK? You people must make it to Sec 5 too! Save 1 year, baby! GEREK! Nothing else to talk about. Since yesterday was my longest post ever! HAHA! First time seiy! LOL! Did Math just now for almost 2 hours! And my head is spinning round and round right now, filled with numbers and sums. I'm so happy I'm at daddy's house today cause i automatically switched on the computer after I'm done with Math. Nothing to chit-chat about, peeps!

About that biatch, i don't know whether to meet up with him! Will decide pretty soon and text him back! Hahs! And yay! There wont be Malay lesson this Monday as Mdm Hannah wont be attending school. Finally, can get my mind off from Mother Tongue. Honestly, i don't fancy Malay language at all! No offence, though. Well, enough talk, ADIOS, peeps!

Mother tongue N level Oral just a few weeks away! *screams*

Attika's post out 50, Glad

2009-07-10T21:38:00.008+08:00

Friday, 10/7

Yo, peeps!

Every Friday, as usual, I'm at my dad's house. Was super tired when i got back from school. Slept for 2 hours in the afternoon. Woke up around 5 and start ironing my clothes and all to get ready and head over to my dad's house. Still SO TIRED!

And sorry, babes Fas and Tiq, cant assist you guys with your D&T today. I'm super exhausted! I'll help you on Monday, for sure! I'm super bored right now. Have absolutely no idea on what to blog about. But anyways, had my 'N' Level Oral on Tuesday and i SWEAR i didn't do well cause i was the 1st to go and i was nervous! AAAHHH! Dammit! The conversation part was super difficult for me seiy! But let bygones be bygones. I'm SO glad that oral is over. Next up, Malay oral! Ugh! And once again, I'm the 1st to go. Good luck to me!

Nowadays, my blog hasn't been filled with photos, AT ALL! I want photos to be showering my blog! Argh! Its ok, soon, soon, photos will be everywhere! HAHA! Guess I'm gonna stop here. You people must be bored reading all my blabbering. So, CIAO!

I'm glad we're fine
Honestly, i don't give a damn to what people has to say about us.
What i know is, i trust you, not 100% though.
I hope our friendship goes a long way.
If it doesn't, I'll accept it with an open heart.
But for now, i just wish that we carry on like this.
Cause my heart is not ready to face reality yet.
Its the truth and i hope you people understand.
Its up to me to decide and its up to you people to just guide me, that's all.
I totally appreciate the help of you people even though it sucked, sometimes.
For now, only Allah will know how the next chapter of our storybook will be like.
Amin.

Yo, people!
I'm back again! HAHA!
Guess I'll continue blogging from here.

This year is sucha crucial year for me plus all the people who will be taking their N or O levels this year. But no matter what, I'm gonna strive and hope for the best! I desperately wanna make it to Sec 5! Mum said i CAN. I just gotta be confident and believe that i can do it. I'll try, ok, Mum? I don't wanna disappoint you plus the family.

People sometimes ask me. Why do i wanna go sec 5? Usually I'll say "Oh, i wanna go sec 5 cause its better and all, bla bla bla"
BUT actually, they don't know the real story so now, i wanna type it out so that you people can know the real truth.

SO, the reason why i wanna go sec 5 is...

-I wanna make my family proud
-I wanna have an O level cert
-Truthfully, i don't wanna go ITE, instead, go Poly and save a year
-Both my brothers had already messed up their education. 1st bro, quit school at the age of 16 and became outta control after that.
2nd bro, graduated ITE but decided to continue working in the F&B industry instead of his education.

There are some other reasons but i don't think its necessary for you peeps to know about it, sorry. How i wish i was clever. Really need to start revising from now. If i don't make it to sec 5, i will of course feel a sense of regret and sorrow cause I'll disappoint my Mum who always has high hopes for me. But i know she'll understand and I'm so glad i have her as my mum. But for now, Mum, I'll promise you I'll give my best shot! When i get my results and show it to you, i want you to be smiling the first thing you see my results. I don't want you to frown and nag at me for not doing well. That just show how much i disappoint you all this while. I don't wanna be like my brothers who have drifted away even though they have an idea on what to do in their lives. I wanna be different, unique, you know. Guess this is all you people need to know. I don't know why but tears is gathering inside my eyes right now.

Nights, peeps!
Hope all of you has decided on what to do in your life and better not be regretting it once you have made that decision.

Attika's post out 49, Cuzzies!

2009-07-04T21:37:00.005+08:00

Saturday, 04/07

Heyhey, retards!

Took this from Cuzzies blog. Edited a lil and cropped half the photo.

So, the photo is black and white. Why? Coz its in the past. Ha! I've always enjoyed going out with Cuzzie! Today, meet up with each other. Asked her to accompany me to Bugis cause i wanted to purchase a new pair of shoes and i did! So damn proud of it! HAHA! Will upload the photo soon. Maybe tomorrow or wait long long larh eh. How i wish i got a memory card usb so that i can upload my photos anytime i wanted, sigh. Never mind.

Anyway, as usual, i love Cuzzie being my company. She is the best company ever that i can find. :) And thanks so much for accompanying me today and brightening up my day even further. AKU CINTA KAAAAMMMUUU! Hang out soon and next time, bring our personal diary, Cuzzie! Don't forget! Today was great, as usual. I'm becoming stronger and stronger each day. Life without you is fine. In fact, i think I'm getting better and better day after day. You're nothing, boy. Yesterday, was the last text i sent you saying that its all over between us and i don't regret doing that. Sheesh. You deserve someone better, so do i. Whatever, thinking about you makes me wanna puke.

You ain't worth it

Anyways, made a few amendments to my blog and i'm happy! Took quite some time to do it, though but i think its worth it. YAY! Gonna head to bed soon! My body's aching! Ouch, ouch! Better sleep now. Ciao! Not gonna update this blog for another week or so. Till next week then! Nights!

Attika's post out 48, Tension in the Air

2009-07-04T20:31:00.002+08:00

Saturday, 04/07

Hello, peeps!

In this post, i wanna reply to Aien's post, 1 of my best Girlfriends ever! :)

My opinion bout Aien's post...

Hey, babe!
Like you said, you're fine when you're both separated, that shows that you're strong.
And yeah, you DO NOT NEED that jerk back in your life. MOVE ON without him, he ain't worth it! I'm experiencing this feeling too, right now. Guys are always liddat. When they're sick of that certain 'object', they'll tend to find 'better' ones. And will always find excuses to persuade or convince that 'better' object to believe what they're blabbering about. DONT TRUST his words! Trust your own instincts and what you think is best for you, gal! You're awesome, you can find someone 100 times better! I'm sure of it! He is spouting out about the past, just to show you that he still loves you? But if he does, why can't he just be a man and tell you face to face? Instead, he runs away from his problems and go on with life with another bitch just to show you that he has 'move on'. That's utter bullshit! To me, that is. Babe, i know you're better than this, you don't need that type of dude in your life. You'll forget about him, don't worry bout that. If you need a shoulder to cry on, you'll always have ur beloveds to count on. Woah! I typed out so much! HAHA! You can do it, babe! I'm experiencing the same issue right now. Both of us are gonna pull through, yeah?
Stay Aien always! Love cha! :)

Attika's post out 47, July is here!

2009-07-01T14:57:00.009+08:00

Wednesday, 01/07

Hey, peeps!

Today, 3rd day of school and i didn't attend. I was super tired. Sorry, babes! I'm sucha bad bad girl. See you hot-arse babes tomorrow! They say that tiredness is one of the H1N1 symptoms. But fear not, i don't have this disease. So far, school was alright for me. Our school is following a new system known as the 'Classroom System'. I think its much better compared to the past system cause we no need to move around from class to class. YAY! Instead, the teachers are the ones coming, oh , yeah!

I'm kinda lazy to type much. Ok, cut short, I've made my mind about us and i think we're over.
No more looking back, just look forward. It takes time but its alright, its ok. I'm so much better without you and I'm doing just fine. I think letting you go and forget about us is the best way right now. Since you're agreeing to it too, there is no other better solution. Whatever, Arsehole! You're no big deal! Dammit!

Latest news! My GCE 'N' LEVEL English oral exam starts NEXT TUESDAY! And I'm the first 'lucky' gal to go! OMG! I'm so not ready! But never mind, i gotta feeling that I'll do juts fine. Just hope that I'm not nervous, thats all. Wish me luck, people! Guess i gotta stop here. I guess I've type enough. Ha! Ciao!

It'll be easier than i thought

Oh! I forgot. I wanna wish Happy 16th Birthday to Emira and Wan Afiq!
Stay Gerek always, people!

Star is watching Scary Movie part 1. Gonna watch that retarded movie with her sssooonnn!!! We're gonna watch all 4 parts! Woohoo! Hope i have the time for all 4. Ha! Buhbye!

P.S I'm so not missing you

Attika's post out 46, No school, please?

2009-06-27T15:22:00.004+08:00

Saturday, 27/06

Yo, peeps!

I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!
I DON'T WANNA FACE THE TEACHERS!
I DON'T WANNA HANDLE ANY ASSIGNMENTS!
I DON'T WANNA SOLVE MATHEMATICAL PROBLEMS!
I JUST WANNA HAVE THAT 1 WEEK HOLIDAY EXTEND!
AAAHHH!!!

Tomorrow is like the final day of hols!
OMG!
The hols ended like so fucking fast man!
I'm so gonna use the computer for as long as i can today! I don't care!
Coz tomorrow, back to home sweet home where i can't enjoy all the special privileges compared to when I'm here, at daddy's house.
How i wish i was rich so that i can have a luxurious life and treat my beloved ones shopping and anything almost everyday!
That will be so damn awesome!

Back to school, anyone?
Nah, i don't think so.

Attika's post out 45, You and Me

2009-06-26T23:25:00.003+08:00

Friday, 26/06

Hey, people!

Gonna post again before i head to sleep.

You and Me?
Is it really possible between us? Cause the conflicts between us are inevitable.
Sigh, i wish it could all be washed away. What to do?
You had to respect your parents and i understand that. Besides, they are much more important and I'm so glad you know that.
I wonder why your Dad dislike us being together. Not even texting each other. To me, that's really horrible but still, i will move on with life as per normal.
Bit by bit, I'll be alright. I know i will and i know too that we're gonna be alright once more. I just feel it rushing in my bones. I totally miss texting with cha. You always entertained me and when you can't, you apologized. Argh! Why must things turn out to be like this? Dammit!

Its all thanks to your backstabbing brother! Why must he show out all our conversations to your Dad? Why can't he just mind his own business? Damn him! I'm so gonna smack his arse if i get the chance to. But for now, whats done is done. We can't fight against fate, no matter what. So i'm just gonna except everything and move on happily with my life. Even if it means forgetting about you.

P.S I miss you so

Attika's post out 44, Botanic Garden!

2009-06-26T19:08:00.008+08:00

Tiq, you look just fine. :)

Tiq, ILY! Wish Fas was here with us too

Retards in the making...

Eida looks cute, btw, haha!

Friday, 26/06

Yo, peeps!

TODAY WAS SUPER DUPER FUN!

I LOVE THE TRUE AND DARE PART MOST!

All 6 of us went to the Botanic Garden and we had a picnic there! The weather was OK. Had Macaroni for lunch and it was AWESOME! The scramble egg sandwiches Ms Aien made was nice too! I like! The sad thingy is, Fas ain't here to join us. She said she doesn't want to be back and wants to stay at Cambodia for as long as she could.

We sat there for hours and hours! Had fun, eating playing Twister, True or Dare. Wanna know what my dare is?
I'm suppose to sing out loud while holding an umbrella in my hand, plus doing a few poses but it was fun! And all of us did our dare in front of lots and lost of people!

Although today our group was incomplete, i think all of us still had a blast and we better do another outing together real real soon! This time, ALL 7! Anyways, more photos will be uploaded soon by Eida. She was the one with the digital camera, me so jealous. HAHA!
I enjoyed the outing with my babes today. We should definitely hang out like this again! Love you, girlfriends!

Oh! One more thing! Because of you gals, i wore a dress to hang out! My first time seiy! OMG! Next time, i hope our hang out dress code is to wear something cool and hip, ok? And people, sorry for the blurry photos. :) Can't wait for the rest of the photos to be uploaded!

7!

Fas, Ais, Tiq, Eida, Aien, Jan, Tik!
(oldest to youngest)

Attika's post out 43, baby bro!

2009-06-18T15:18:00.002+08:00

Thursday, 18/06

Yo, peeps!

My baby bro looks so damn steam in that photo!
Baby bro, if anything were to happen to our family, I'll make sure that nothing happens to you.
As a sister, I'll always protect you! I hope nothing bad will befall our family. If yes, I'll make sure that you're under Mum's custody.

Nor Hakim,
The best Adeq i've ever had!

Attika's post out 42, Outing with Tiq!

2009-06-18T15:07:00.005+08:00

ILY, TIQ!

Tiq & Tik!

Thursday, 18/06

Hello, people!

Went out with Atiqah on the 16th June. She met someone special. That guy was so cute! But I'm not attracted to him, though. Don't take it to heart, ok Tiq? You know who i like, right? Heh!
Hung out at Vivo after that for a couple of hours. The weather at Vivo was damn SHIOK! This was my first time hanging out with her and its damn GEREK! Didn't expect it to be this way though. She is such a retard!

Thanks so much for making my day much more fun!
She made me forget about that certain someone on that day. Love ya!
And i hope you and that dude will somehow be together. HAHA!

Tiq is GAY!

Attika's post out 41, Escape with Cuzzie Ashhy!

2009-06-13T21:21:00.004+08:00

Saturday, 13/06

Yo, peeps!

TODAY WAS DEFINITELY THE MOST MEMORABLE DAY I HAD WITH CUZZIE!

We had tonnes of fun at Escape! I'm so happy the weather is cooperating with us. But it was super hot, though. I was so excited man! It is my first time going to Escape after all. Cuz and me had fun with all the rides. The Haunted House II was a lil creepy. Our top 3 rides is definitely the viking ship, the space thingy which spins round and round and the wet and wild! Those 3 rides rawks man! We were freaking exhausted after spending 4 hours+ at Escape. So, had our shower, dinner, updated our diary and head to home sweet home. HOORAY!

I really enjoyed the day with you, cuz! Lets do it again, OK! And thanks so much for helping with my personal problems. ILY loads and loads! You're the best cousin I've ever had! And I'm grateful for that.

Don't worry bout me. I will definitely forget about Kyson after knowing the truth today. He is a jerk. You are right, cuz. Guess i was being too naive in the first place, huh? But nevertheless, you never fail to make me come to my senses.

Moving on and slowly regaining consciousness

Attika's post out 40, Hols

2009-06-12T18:12:00.005+08:00

Friday, 12/06

Yo, peeps!

Its been a week since I've last blogged. And of course, i miss blogging so much. It just keeps me alive, you know. So, tomorrow, gonna meet up with Cuzzie Ashhy! YAY! We're so gonna have fun at ESCAPE! I can't wait! Its my first time going there tomorrow! I ought to be freaking excited right now! Just hope that the weather cooperates too!

The past weeks, been freaking busy with D&T coursework. It has ended but still, i have to come back for 2 more extra days to fully complete and polish up my artifact. Same goes to the other students! And Ms Leong said i have to come FULL DAY! She said that i'm independent and should come full day. Thanks for the compliment, though. Appreciate it! Its like from 9-6pm! 9 LONG HOURS OF D&T! OMG! But i know i can pull this through. I'm so gonna keep myself occupied this month! Gotta let my mind off that someone.

Speaking of that someone, I'm missing him but at the same time, pissed.
The final text i received from him goes like this...

'Don't call or sms me until i do.
Cause dad saw our messages.'

Its been a week since we last text each other! Well, bitch, you better text me asap! But nevertheless, I'll carry on normally with my life. Not gonna be stressed out just because of you. But still, i miss messaging with you. How many more days would you take to text me again man? I have no idea but i know you will.

2 weeks of hols had passed. Its so fast! Oh! Star is coming back on the 15th! Which is this coming MONDAY! Cant wait to see her! IMY loads, bestie! Have a safe trip back yeah! Love you! Muah, muah! And when you're back, we should definitely hang out with each other! Catch a movie or something! Its been ages since we last hang out, Star! I miss your goofyness, bestie! I can't wait!

Gotta move on, Attika

Attika's post out 39, Past times

2009-06-06T18:04:00.007+08:00

Saturday, 6/6

Hey, peeps!

In this post, not gonna say much.
The photos will do all the talking. Basically because all these photos were the times when i spent time with my babes. But not all 7 of us, though. I miss those past times. So, babes, we should really hang out soon during the June hols. And this time, ALL 7, ok? If one of us can't make it, maybe its alright. :) IMY and ILY all!

Attika's post out 38, Hang out with Cuzzie ASHHY!

2009-05-30T20:48:00.005+08:00

All photos were taken by CUZZIE!

Saturday, 30/05

Hello, peeps!

Today was fun! Hung out with Cuzzie at Vivo, Dhoby Ghaut and finally, Somerset. Did lots and lots of camwhoring, especially cuzzie! Not gonna elaborate much about today as we usually to our same old routine each time we meet.

Caught a few performances at Plaza Singapura. The performances were awesome, baby! And there was 1 duded which looks damn HOT! Cant take my eyes off him! The rest of the day went as usual. We window shopped, camwhore, chit chat, eat yummy food and all sorta stuff! I'm glad that i'm able to hang out with cuzzie today. ILY, CUZ! You're the best! The rest of the photos we took today will be uploaded by cuzzie pretty soon! YAY!

To Cuzzie Ashhy, see you again on the 13th of June! I'll try my best to collect money so that we can enjoy at ESCAPE THEME PARK, baby! As for now, i'm so gonna face a long and stressful 2 weeks of school! Aaahhh!

Get ready for the worst ride of your life!

Attika's post out 37, Results!

2009-05-29T17:53:00.003+08:00

Friday, 29/05

Hello, people!

Today, reached school at bout 11+. Took my report book, opened it and dang! My results was so depressing! DAMMIT! I got 2 U grade! Can you guys believe it?! One U grade for math, the other for science! My mid year results was so effing suckish! I got 10th position in class and I'm still f***ing unsatisfied! Ugh! Lets just forget about this.

This coming Monday is gonna be the start of a stressful week filled with d&t coursework. Sigh. I hope I'm able to pull through all this. The pressure and all. Starting from the 3rd week, I'm so gonna enjoy myself while i still can. Even the teachers said that. Gonna stop my post here. Talking about all this makes me sick!

Be prepared for whats coming, Attika!

To my babes, we definitely MUST hang out together during the June hols! ALL 7 of us! ILY, babes!
To Star, my bestie, I hope you have a safe journey to Finland and enjoy your 10 days stay there! I'll definitely miss you, babe!
To My most beloved Cuzzie Ashhy, we must spent time with each other as many times as possible yo! IMY so much!
Finally, to Kyson, my annoying and open minded dude, i can only meet you on the 3rd week of June so slack all you want but don't neglect your studies.

Attika's post out 36, Precious

2009-05-25T20:21:00.003+08:00

Monday, 25/05

Hey, peeps!

I'm gonna make this post short.
Just wanna say..

I MISS COUSIN,
I'M GONNA MISS MY BESTIE WHEN SHE IS AWAY TO FINLAND SOON
I'M DEFINITELY GONNA MISS MY BROTHER WHEN HE GOES NS
AND RIGHT NOW, I'M MISSING KYSON(HAVE NO IDEA WHY, AT ALL!)

For the people whom i'm really missing right now, hope you take care of yourselves!
ILY all, precious people! Dammit!

Attika's post out 35, Busy week!

2009-05-24T17:21:00.006+08:00

Sunday, 24/05

Helllooo, peeps!!!

Omg! Its been a week since I've last updated my bloggie! I really miss blogging. This week has been really tight. Exams finally ended a few days back. I'm so glad! On Friday, went to school for a short while to attend d&t and i get to know that there were only 4 passes for this subject. I was damn dumbfounded when i heard it! I was expecting to pass, actually but looks like my hopes are drowned to the drain. Sigh, i hope I'll have more passes than failures.

Lets not talk about school. Its kinda make me sick especially when d&t comes in the picture. Damn that subject! Always making me stressed out! Niwaes, today went out with Tiq, Fas and Jan. We went to the zoo! Its been so long since i went there and boy, that place really changed! I was so thrilled! We explore there for nearly 3 long hours! And our legs were so sore! Took lots and lots of photos! YAY! Not gonna elaborate much on this. We had so much fun! Sightseeing, learning new stuff and tonnes of other stuff! The girls made the trip more enjoyable! ILY, GALS! All this is actually made possible by Jannah and her Mum. They were the ones who sponsored us for this trip and I'm truly grateful for it. Thanks, babes!

Decided to head to Arab street to purchase an Arabian style pants which i fell in love with. it cost 29 bucks and my mum has agreed on buying it for me. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, MUM! Whereas, Jannah and Atiqah went to Plaza Singapura. Went our separate ways at around 3++. Fas followed me while Atiqah tagged along with Jannah. Photos? Probably Jannah or Fasiha will tend to download it in Facebook.

Actually, i did lots of hang outs with my babes this week but i'm kinda lazy to elaborate on the past outing. The past outings was enjoyable, as usual. Hanging out with my babes has always been this way. Love you gals so so much! Muah muah muah!

Since i did lots of hanging out with my babes this week, i am definitely gonna spend time with my beloved STAR this coming week. I'm really missing her antics. She is the most caring and irritating bestie i've ever had. *laughs* but i love her just as much. Must hang out soon yeah!

This week has been so much fun!

And I'm sorry I've misunderstand you.
I should have find out the truth from you first.
I'm so sorry.
I hope its not game over, yet.

Coz i still treat you as my friend, a special one too!
Dammit!
I didn't know you went overseas and while you're away.
i said out all the stuff that has offended you.
I'm truly sorry for what i did.
But, if its game over between us, its okay coz
it was my fault in the first place, anyways.

Attika's post out 34, Going to Costa Sands

2009-05-16T17:13:00.005+08:00

Saturday, 16/05

Hiya, peeps!

Im going to Costa Sands chalet later on. Gotta have fun even if i don't feel like it. Gotta shake off all the stress and just enjoy the food and the company of my friends! Oh, yeah! Exams gonna resume this Monday. Wish me luck, people! Only 4 papers and 3 days of exams left. I can't wait! *screams*

Gotta shake off the stress out, baby!

Hi again, peeps!

I was at the chalet for about 2 hours+. Sorry couldn't be there for so long. Coz i wanna catch Boys over flowers at 9.15. Eventually, i didn't watch it but Star said she has recorded it. She's the best! ILY, STAR! Anyways, meet up with my 2 hotties, Fas and Aien. They look stunning, as always! They really brighten up my day. Not forgetting Star and the rest of my friends! I love all of you for cheering me up. I was really in no mood today, actually. I took loads of photos with my babes. There was one photo where Fas and Me looks as if we're sucking someones 'cock'. OMG! I can't forget about that photo. It was totally gross. But no worries, she'll definitely delete that photo. Nearing 8, I departed with my babes, walked to the Mrt station and that's where we went our separate ways.

I'm sad that i didn't get to eat the BBQ-ed food. All the raw food was cooked by our one and only Mr Wan Afiq AKA The Satay Man! Well, today was enjoyable! My peeps really cheered me up. Thanks alot, guys! The photos will not be posted at my blog. It will probably be posted at STAR'S blog so be sure to check em out, baby!

From Moody to Happy!

Attika's post out 33, Learnt a new recipe from Star's Mum!

2009-05-11T16:17:00.006+08:00

Me, mixing the flour and raisins together. Fun!
Smooth Texture!
Inserting the butter into the previous mixture.After mixing.
Insert the mixed flour and raisins into the mixture.Hey, Star! Keep doing your thang, gal!

Star's mum! Chef for the day! =)There is sugar and water inside! Its piping hot!
Monday, 11/05

Hey again, peeps!

Today, meet up early with Star at Mac rideout to have our breakfast. Actually, we planned to study at Queenstown library after we had breakfast but the weather made us change our plans so we studied at Mac rideout for 3 full hours! Of course there was short breaks in between. We joked about an issue called 'Mopping'. *laughs*

Head to Star's house after the rain has stopped. While I'm at her house, her mum decided to teach us on how to bake Cake Kukus. Its a type of cake with raisins on it. And its super nice! I won't tell on how we did it coz its pretty troublesome to explain it out. So, you guys should just observe the photos above and guess it yourselves. The photos aren't in chronological order, though. Hehe! I kinda forgot on which ones went first. Silly me!

Finally, Cuz texted me today and told me she got new piercings too! COOL!
Actual exams starts this Wednesday! Aaahhh! Wish me luck, people!

Today was experimental and new!

Attika's post out 32, Family outing on Sunday!

2009-05-11T15:35:00.003+08:00

I love MUM!
Star says my mum looks like a school student. =)
Mother and Daughter.

Monday, 11/05

Hello, people!

Yesterday, went out with my family to celebrate mother's day. Its been so long since all of us spent time together outside. I did a very special mother's day card for my beloved mum. My mum loved the card! She said it was unique and sweet! *smiles* We dined at Sakura Restaurant. I ate alot man! After dining, went to the 4th floor of far east plaza. My mum got her nose pierced while i get 2 more piercings on each of my ears. YAY! Thx mum for letting me do it! ILY! Shopped around Orchard, mum bought a new perfume from CK which cost $53! It was so worth it. Luckily it was on offer or else it would cost $110! We chilled at Mac for 30 minutes before heading back home by cab.

Finally. I was feeling lazy by then. HAHA! Yesterday was awesome! Too bad my brother isn't around. If he was, it would be tons of fun!

I LOVE MY NEW EAR PIERCINGS!

Attika's post our 31, Happy Mother's Day!

2009-05-09T21:30:00.004+08:00

I LOVE YOU, MUM!

Saturday, 09/05

Hi again, peeps!

My 2nd post for today. I wanna say out HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! To all mums! Especially my beloved mum! There is so much that i wanted to say to her.

My mum is the best!
She is my everything!
Without her, i am nothing.
If she had to leave me 1 day, that would be the day which i'll feel lost, feared.
Mum, i know i don't really express out my love to you but deep inside me, i love you so.
As your daughter, i want to make you proud. Make the whole family proud in order to support you and the family.
I'm sorry when i raise my voice to you, sometimes. I didn't mean it, i was just feeling pissed, that's all.
But mum, you know that i'll always love you, no matter what.

To sum up, 3 words

I LOVE YOU!

Attika's post out 30, Outing with Fas and Tiq to Takashimaya

2009-05-09T21:07:00.003+08:00

I love you girls no matter what. And i know we love to make fun of each other. Heheh!

Tiq and Tik!

Saturday, 09/05

Hello, peeps!

In this post, i wanna briefly tell you guys on what is did on Thursday, 07/05. School was alright, as usual. But today was tiring as i had to attend extra Math class. Sigh. Extra class ended at 3. Decided to go to Takashimaya after that to buy our D&T stuff. Reached Taka around 4 and of course, we manage to find the store that we wanted to go to which is known as the 'ART FRIEND'. Had dinner and went to roam around the mall for awhile. Unfortunately, the day ended with a bad twist. Fasiha got LOST! What the hell. She went to the toilet and had no idea on how to get back to where Tiq and i was.

We finally meet up with each other after 1 hour! Luckily, there is such gadget known as phones. We let out a sigh of relief and MRT-ed home. *smiles*

I love Fas and Tiq!

AKA 'The Adeq Bradeq'!

Attika's post out 29, Outing with Cuzzie to various places!

2009-05-02T22:30:00.008+08:00

Saturday, 02/05

Hey, people!

Damn! Today is such a long and tiring day for me. But my day was brighten up by my lovely cousin, Ashhy. ILY so much, cuz! You're the best! Meet up with her at Bugis, again. HAHA! Its our common meet up place. She was late AGAIN but this time, only 30 minutes late. Went aroung Bugis to buy her stuff. The dress was awesome and she only bought it for 10 bucks, WTH! After that, MRT-ed to Vivo to chill and camwhore. Finally, i dragged her to Tampines to check out the new shopping centre, Tampines 1. Overall, Tampines 1 is great not awesome though. About 30 mins later, Ashhy received a call from her mummy saying something about meeting her at Pasir Ris as our Auntie is gonna blanja us dinner at Changi. YAY!

Again, we MRT-ed to Pasir Ris, just 1 stop from Tampines. Meet up with Ashhy's mum and we took a car to Changi. Finally, we can totally lay back and shed. Eventually, i didn't eat dinner even though my Auntie is blanja-ing us. Not in the mood to eat, i guess. Went back home nearing 10. Cuzzie's family sent me home by car, thank god. Was so freaking tired but somehow, i felt refreshed when i got home. Oh, cuz! Don't forget to upload the photos! Thanks! And enjoy the CATS musical tomorrow yeah! :)

Thanks for the great but tiring day, Cuz.

ILY so!

Message for Guest:
Please go away and don't dare to visit my blog ever again,
you damn spammers!

Last but not least,
I must forget my damn crush! He is already attached, dammit!
Must forget, must forget, must forget!
You can do it, Attika!
Jiayou!

Tomorrow, MRT-ed to Home Sweet Home
at Commonwealth Crescent! YAY!
Gotta do loads of d&t stuff tomorrow!
Aaahhh!

Attika's post out 28, Beloved baby brother.

2009-05-01T15:16:00.003+08:00

Nor hakim! My beloved baby brother!
Heheh! Sorry i wrapped you up with my blanket.
Friday, 01/05

Hiya again!

I know you guys must think that i'm insane. Updating my blog over and over again within a day. Well, yeah, basically cause i've not been updating it for so long so now, i'll update it multiple times so that it'll last till the following week. In this post, i just wanna talk about my baby brother named NOR HAKIM BIN MUHD FAIRUS. Truthfully, i'm so damn grateful to have a baby brother. Coz i can get the feeling on how it feels to be an older sister who cares and protects her younger sibling. Even though i have to do some disgusting stuff for my baby brother such as washing him up after he had peed in his pampers, cleaning up his vomit and all sorts of stuff, i still love him no matter what.

Yeah, i admit, i sometimes scold and beat him when he is awfully naughty. I always regretted after i did all that. He is my baby brother after all. Gonna end this post here. If my mum and step dad ever end up in a divorce, my baby brother will forever be on our side. I don't want my baby brother to end up like a good-for-nothing person like his dad. Sorry to say all this but its damn true. I don't want my baby brother to end like a drunken or a drug addict.

I LOVE

NORHAKIM!

Attika's post out 27, Atiqah's Bdae at Vivo!

2009-05-01T14:50:00.004+08:00

Frenz FOREVER!
Atiqah and Fasiha, Best friends for life!

Attika and Atiqah! OMG! We look so dumb!

Friday, 01/05

Hey again, peeps!

Recently, on the 29th of April, we celebrated Atiqah's birthday which is on a Wednesday. That day was so long and tiring for us. Despite our tiredness, we still celebrated her birthday at Vivo. Actually, her cousin planned out a surprise for her but in the end, they somewhat had a misunderstanding between each other so it was canceled. However, we still meet up at Vivo. There was only me, Atiqah, Fasiha and Jannah. 4 of us had fun playing around with each other, making each other grossed out and all sorts of stuff. It was such a blast. I'm sure the birthday gal had fun too! Right? HAHA! I took a couple of photos. Most of the photos is in Fas's digital camera. I hope she uploads it soon!

Finally, i wanna wish a happy happy birthday to the April babies, Aisyah and Atiqah. I love you both! HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY! Sorry for the late post out.

ILOVE

NURATIQAHBINTEADIPUTRA!

Attika's post out 26, So long!

2009-05-01T14:31:00.005+08:00

At ITE Simei, manicure session In the MRT

Friday, 01/05

Hiya, peeps!

Damn! Its been so long since I've updated my blog! Seriously, i miss blogging. In this post, I'm just gonna briefly tell on what i did for the past week. Last Wednesday and Thursday, the normal academic students went to ITE Simei for a visit. Overall, it was OK. I don't really like the environment there. Let me upload some photos which i took that day. Oh! I didn't attend on the 2nd day of the ITE visit. Wasn't feeling well. Too bad i didn't get to eat at Popeye with them. Sigh. They said the food there was awesome! Dammit! Should have come. Let the photos do the talking from here.

Overall:

OK

Attika's post out 25, 17 again!

2009-04-21T20:05:00.004+08:00

17 again starring Zac Efron! *Screams*

Looks like Star is getting taller!

Tuesday, 21/04

Hello, peeps!

School today was fine. I collected loads of d&t assignments, hehe! Later in the day, Star and me watched 17 again at Plaza Singapura. The movie was awesome! I really loved it! I guess I'll give a rating of 4/5 for that movie. Zac Efron is so hot! I really adore his glazing eyes and also his mind blowing body. The movie ended at 6.30. We walked around PS, Star bought food for her Mum and we headed home after all that is done. Overall, today was OK. The outing with Star to the movies brighten up my day further. Thanks for the outing, Star! Love you! Sigh, tomorrow, the normal academic students will be going to ITE Simei for a visit. Guess how long it is? Its from 8 plus till 5.30pm! OMG! Well, like Mdm Lee said, we should go there with an open mind. I'll try my best then! Time to set my mind on my studies! Bulk up, Attika! =)

ITE Simei visit?

Hope its fun!

Attika's post out 24, Me.

2009-04-19T20:35:00.005+08:00

Sunday, 19/04

Hiya, peeps!

Its me again, Ms Attika Binte Azman. Nothing much to say in this post. I'm at Star's house right now. Gonna head home in a jiffy. In this post, i wanna upload a photo of myself, alone. HAHA! Tomorrow, school as per normal. Doing the same old routine and all. Im so damn stressed out now. Prelims are around the corner. Everyone is feeling the pressure. Wish me luck in my studies, people! More stress and work piling up this coming week! Time to revise, Attika! Aaahhh!

All the best to the

people who is taking preliminaries!

Attika's post out 23, Just plain bored

2009-04-18T17:13:00.002+08:00

Saturday, 18/04

Hey, peeps!

I'm gonna keep this post short as i'm so freaking lazy to update my blog nowadays. I'm lazy too about handling my facebook account. Cut it short, i'm just plain lazy to do anything with the cyber world every now and then.

Ok, here is what i'm gonna say. Yesterday, was my class CIP and we did a haunted house which, personally, i think is not that scary at all. It started out well but ended... well, you guys should know what i mean. Exams is just around the corner and i could feel the tension diffusing around the air right now. Damn it! How i wish i was a braniac so that i do not need to worry about my studies that much.

Gonna end this post here. Maybe i'll be watching 17 again with Star this Tuesday. It has been a long time since we last hung out. And i SO can't wait to watch that movie! My brother said it's awesome! I can't wait, can't wait, can' wait! And besides, Zac Efron is one hot hunk to me! *smiles*

17 again

Here I come!

Attika's post out 22, Outing with Cuzzie!

2009-04-14T18:50:00.005+08:00

I look as if I'm meditating
Ashhy looks like my big sister! COOL!

Change the C to a K and than you'll know my name.

Tuesday, 14/04

Hiya, peeps!

Here, in this post, i just wanna tell you people on what i did 2 days back with my beloved cousin, Ashhy! First, we meet up at Bugis, as usual, cuzzie was late even though she said she wouldn't but its alright. I'm used to her antics. We ate lunch at ljs and boy, it was yummy! Its been a long time since i ate ljs. Cuzzie bought a very colorful bag at Bugis Street which cost $25. Its was so cute and cool! I really loved it except for the brand which is sticked in the middle of the damn bag. To me, that somewhat spoiled the whole outlook of the bag. But still, overall, its cool!

We MRT-ed to Clarke Quay after that. Reached Clarke bout 15 minutes later and i was surprised to see that Clarke Quay wasn't crowded at all! Usually, its crowded when i go there. We chilled at the steps near the river and i ate my PRECIOUS CHEESE LOVER! YUMMY! Cuz too pictures of both of us and camwhored until she was satisfied. We even did a video of us singing the song 'Lucky'. It was kinda weird plus cool! Its weird cause we recorded it at the toilet. Cool cause its our first time recording a video of us singing! Ok, im gonna let the photos do the talking from now on. Enjoy!

I love going out with

Cuzzie Ashhy!

Attika's post out 21, Good friday, outing with Brother!

2009-04-10T19:53:00.004+08:00

My brother is so tall! 170 cm seiy!

The stairs of hell!

Taken by yours truly =)

Freaking tired after climbing a flight of stairs. I'm not even looking at the camera.

Friday, 10/04

Hey, peeps!

You all know what day today is, right? Its a Good Friday! Also known as The day of Jesus death. OK, enough of the theory. Gonna tell you guys on what i did today with my adventurous brother! Went to Henderson waves and we explored the whole place! What the hell! It was so exhausting! Although it was so freaking exhausting, my brother made it all go away with all his jokes and encouragement. Thanks, Bro! Half way through, we saw an ice cream stand. Its our life savior for the day! Thank, god! I bought triple chocolate while bro bought mint chocolate chip! Yum yum!

I took loads of photos, you know. But sadly, its all in my brother's phone. Sigh. How i was i had a camera phone so that i won't have to rely on others to snap the photos. I think we walked for a total of 3 hours! We finally settled down at Harbourfront Banquet. It was raining cats and dogs there! Luckily, both my bro and me reached Vivo at the right time or else, we'll be soaking wet!
Another fun, exhausting and awesome day for me. This month is really great! I'm lovin it. I guess i'll just upload the 2 photos that i took today with Jesslyn's phone. A photo of me and a flower. HAHA!

Going out with brother

has always been fun!

Attika's post out 20, Sentosa outing n sports day!

2009-04-09T18:17:00.010+08:00

Sentosa outing photos!ROAR! The mighty dragon!

Star and Jess together with their cows!

The Merlion!

Attika, Jesslyn and Zhuliestar.

Sports days photos

Aliffah and Me. Boy! I looks innocent! What the!

They must be pretty bored, huh? Waiting and doing nothing.

Run with all your might, man! For the sake of EAGLES!

The Eagles cheerleaders!

Part of the cheerleaders. Waiting for the next race.

Thursday, 09/04

Hey, peeps!

There wasn't any school today. Instead, our school held a sport event at Queenstown stadium! I did not want to attend it actually but its compulsory. The event started fum at first! Guess what? I became a cheerleader today! *smiles* I was so fired up today! Cheering for my house, Eagles! You rawk, Eagles! Eagles forever! Star took loads of photos! YAY! I can't wait for her to upload the photos! Overall, today was fun yet exhausting. Eagles ended up in 2ND place. However, we were suppose to be the champion house but we got disqualified in 1 of the race so the judges cut off our points. It's alright, though. The runners all did their best. Without them, this event would not have been possible and thanks to the weather too! Today was such a sunny day, a perfect day to have our event. Oh! 1 last thing, Eagles got 2ND position for the cheerleading competition! I was in it, you know. *laughs* The final event, which is the tug of war, i think we also got in 2nd. We were so easily defeated by Osprey house. Those guys were super strong! They defeated is within seconds! OMG! Those boys deserve it! Congrats, guys! Overall: Superb!

About the Sentosa outing?
If you guys wanna know about it, just click on Star's link.
She has uploaded the photos although she didn't really explain in detail on what we did that day.

Gonna stop here. I wanna go home now. =)
Toddles!

I LOVE EAGLES!

and i somewhat enjoy being a cheerleader

It was fresh and new to me

I think I've lost my voice now after all the screaming i did today.

Attika's post out 19, Outing with Ms Jesslyn Teo Jia Li

2009-04-04T22:11:00.005+08:00

Taken by, yours truly

Jess and Ika!

Saturday, 04/04

Hello again, peeps!

Today was a great day for me! Hung out with Jesslyn once more this week. She wore a pretty dress. It was my first time seeing her wearing a dress and honestly, she looks cute! Went to Vivo at first to shop for her D&T stuff at Daiso, again. However, she ended up not buying anything there. Ate at Banquet, my fav! After lunch, went to the highest level of Vivo to chill, of course. We took photos! I forced Jesslyn to take photos with me even though she doesn't want to. Evil me, right? She is too camera shy. Gonna force her to take photos with me again tomorrow. Heheh!

Plus, i notice loads of people in Vivo queuing up to go to Sentosa. Probably cause there was a party being held at Vivo. Wanted to go there but i already promised Jesslyn that i'll go shopping with her at Bugis. And so, we did. MRT-ed to Bugis. Was a short trip, thank god. Guess what? Bugis was so darn packed! We had difficulties crossing the road! Jesslyn bought loads of dresses and she even bought one for me! Its an advanced birthday gift from her to me. Aww, so sweet. I'll buy you something great too during your birthday!

Overall, today was awesome! I loved today. Will hang out with Star and Jesslyn to Imbiah, Sentosa tomorrow. I wanna explore the dragon trail! I hope tomorrow would be fun too! Nights, everyone! Oh! Photos? Jesslyn will upload it when she's free and i'll upload it in my blog too! For you guys too see.

Ciao!

Looks like Jesslyn didnt upload all the photos we took on that day. Well, its ok. At least you guys can see the photos. I miss going out with Jesslyn teo jia li! =)

Today was Awesome!

Attika's post out 18, Wednesday

2009-04-04T21:57:00.007+08:00

Photo of me after getting wet, edited.

Saturday, 04/04

Hello, people!

Why is my blog title Wednesday? Its cause i wanna tell you guys on what i did on that day.
Anyways, was absent on Wednesday cause i was not feeling so well. But still, hung out with Jesslyn to IMM. She wanted to buy stuff at Daiso for her D&T product. So troublesome! Ate at Bagus. Yummy! Jess ate spaghetti while i are sweet and sour fish rice! Went to IMM garden after that. I played with water! A little kid accidentally point the water gun to me and boy, i was wet. Luckily, i was wearing a darked coloured shirt. We also saw a very big display of Farenheit. God, the boys are HOT!

Nothing much after that. Went window shopping for about 2 hours. Its been great hanging out with Jesslyn. Thanks for the great day yeah!

Lets end this post with these HOT guys!

Never thought having out with

Jess would be fun!

Attika's post out 17, Relieved

2009-04-01T16:02:00.004+08:00

Wednesday, 01/04

Hello, peeps!

Before i start, just wanna shout out

April Fool's Day!

I was absent from school today as i want to fully recover. Yesterday during the Talentine finals, Star and me ended up in 3rd place despite of my hoarse voice. I was terribly sick yesterday but i gave it my best shot during the performance and im relieve everything is over now. Gonna make this post short. Right now im at Jesslyn's house. Gonna hang out with her at IMM. She said she wanna buy some stuff at Daiso.

She loan me a few games. Woo hoo! FOC! Persona 4 anf Ar tonelico 2! Both my favourite games! And im definitely gonna complete it! My fever has definitely gotten better! Im so happy! Cant wait to go to school tomorrow and give my full attention in class. Its time for me to buck up yo!

Toodles!

Everything is finally over

Attika's post out 16, Music class day 5 Final Day!

2009-03-27T13:11:00.003+08:00

Friday, 27/03

Hello, people!

Today is the Final Day of our music course. Aww, I'm so gonna miss all the instructors whom have taught us. Thanks so much, guys! I really appreciate all the help you gave us! Without the school giving us this opportunity, i would not get a chance to create my own song and also, i would not get a chance to enter a real recording studio and use all the gadgets provided here in SOMA which stands for School Of Music and Arts.

We're done with the recording of our own original song, Drifting Apart. *Cheers*
Our Break is gonna end in 10 minutes time. I can't wait to get our CD. The instructors will be editing our records and make it sound much much better! YAY!

Hmm, what else?
I'm so gonna miss all my friends whom have joined this course. The class would have been boring and dull without them. And thanks too to the teachers whom have come here to observe what we've been doing throughout these 5 days.
I totally enjoy this course! If there is any other opportunity coming my way, i will definitely pursue it and make it happen, baby!
Guess where i'm going to after class? I'm going to have a facial treatment and all this is possible because of Star and her mum. Thanks so much to the both of you! ILY!

Everything has an end

Attika's post out 15, Music Class Day 4

2009-03-26T13:05:00.006+08:00

Thursday, 26/03

Hey, Hommies!

I'm so freaking bored right now. The rest has gone to their break. I decided to stay cause I'm not hungry and its boring to tag along with the others. Sorry but no offense, guys! I kinda feel left out if i tag along with them, sigh. Enough about that! Today, to me, is not as interesting compared to the past few days. We learned on how to use the pro tools today. I was so f***ing bored just now in the recording studio. Our main instructor, Mr Kuok, is gonna be late today or maybe, he is not even coming. Probably because he is sick or something.

Honestly, whenever i sing the song that my group and me has created, I'm missing my ex best friend badly. Why? Basically because the song is about friendship. I'll write down the lyrics of the song soon. If possible, I'll put in the audio too! Maybe I'll write out the lines that really makes me miss her. I think its the second verse of the song.

Here it is...

I've no idea why i keep, ooh
Thinking about us
I couldnt find another you
Right here, right now
I'm missing those memories
I wish i could turn back
The hands of time

Yup! It is the second verse of the song. I hope you're reading this. Let's skip this! Our break is gonna end in like 10 minutes? Maybe I'll just keep updating this post till they are back. Lesson will end at 3 and i can't wait to just rush back home and chill! I have no idea whats wrong with me this week. I keep getting so moody lately. I don't feel like talking to anyone, seriously! This month is so suckish for me. I wish the following month, April will be a better and brighter month for me. Umm, I've no idea on what else to type so i guess I'll update more on this post if I've the time later on. Oh, by the way, the Title of my song is 'Drifting Apart'. And I'm kinda addicted to the song! *laughs* It is my lyrics after all but thanks to my group and our instuctor, they made the song much much better! Thanks, guys! ILY all!

Cheerio, people!

Missing her,

Badly.

Attika's post out 14, Music Class day 3

2009-03-25T14:16:00.002+08:00

Wednesday, 25/03

Hello, my beloved's!

Today is our 3rd day for the music course. I did not attend school but i still came for this music course. I think i'm enjoying this class! Its beneficial and i like that! Besides, the instructors are very friendly and helpful! Thanks, instructors! You guys are a big help! Maybe after class, i'm going to Star's house to practice for Talentine Finals which is next Tuesday, 31/03! I'm so psyche but nervous at the same time! There is rehearsal this Saturday at 1pm. I'm definitely gonna attend it! I hope we'll rock the house during the finals! Oh, yeah, baby!

Our song is going on well. We are only left with our bridge! Looks like today is better compared to yesterday. And guess what? I was late for the first time today! HAHA! I cant wait for this Friday as we'll be getting our very own CD with our very own song! HOORAY!

Looks like everyone in this music course is really giving in their best and of course, enjoying it at the same time! Even though its streeful thinking about the lyrics!

Ok, ciao! GTG now!

Attika's post out 13, Music Class at park mall

2009-03-24T13:11:00.006+08:00

Tuesday, 24/03

Hey, people!

Right now im at park mall.
Attending music class.
Its quite fun actually but stressful at the same time, Star and me is thinking out a melody for our song. Hope it works yeah! Nothing much to blog about.
I'm enjoying the music class thus far. Guess what, peeps? All of us gotten a chance to enter a REAL RECORDING STUDIO! How cool is that!
For now, ciao!

STRESSED OUT!

Yo, people!
I guess i'm gonna continue my post now since i've got time left before class dismissal. YAY!
My group completed the melody for our first verse and chorus. HOORAY us and our instructor! Right now, we're only left with our second verse and bridge. I cant wait to see the outcome of our song. Guess what too, peeps? This Friday, we will get our own CD with our song in it! That's gonna be so darn cool! This is what i like about attending courses. I'll get the opportunity to learn new stuff and maybe, get some freebies too! HAHA!

I'm gonna stop here. Bye people!

Attika's post out 12, Vivo with Cuzzie Ashhy!

2009-03-22T13:19:00.006+08:00

Eh? That guy is from my school! HAHA!

Cuz! You look as if you have long legs! COOL!

I look natural in this photo! I like!

Emo Attika and Silly Ashhy!

Her name is Attika Binte Azman!

Presenting, MIN-AH!

94% Free fat ice-cream!

Puppy dog face! Ugly-ed!

Someone's arse is behind me!
Presenting , The Peeps! I guess without them, our day would have been dull.

Sunday, 22/03

Hey, Hommies!

Yesterday was such a memorable day for me yo! Meet up with Cuzzie Ashhy at Vivo City. She was late for an hour plus! Luckily i'm the patient type. Lucky her! There was a dance performance held at the highest level of Vivo. The dance was not bad but there was this one school which rocks our socks out man! I can't remember which school there were from, though. At around 3, we decided to have our lunch, finally! After lunch, we bought non-fat ice cream. One flavored double chocolate and the other bon bon rocher! I'm so in love with the bon bon rocher! You guys should really try it! I think after that we went to Marks and Spencer to buy cuzzie's mum her stuff. Head to Daiso to window shop. When we're done with window shopping, head to chill at the Vivo Stairs. Few moments later, a group of hip hop break dancers sat beside us. Surprisingly, we became friends with each other! It started when they were showing off their moves and as time passes by, one of them approached cuzzie and they somewhat started socializing with each other and me too! Those guys really brighten up our day even more! Thanks so much, guys! Sat at the Vivo stairs for about hours and from than on, we went to Macdonald's and ate ICE-CREAM again! HAHA! Did more window shopping after that and we even visited the National Geographic! Its a new place located at Vivo, level 1.

I will never forget yesterday and also the guys whom brighten up our day!
Let's do it again, Cuz! I miss going out with you already!

I'm already missing Cuzzie Ashhy and

The Peeps!

Attika's post out 11, Relax

2009-03-20T14:32:00.002+08:00

Friday, 20/03

Hey, peeps!

Right now, I'm at Star's house. She is currently doing her holiday assignments while I'm here updating my blog. Finally, tomorrow, I'm meeting up with Cuzzie Ashhy! We planned to hang out at Vivo. I'm definitely gonna ask her to take loads of photos! I'm so BORED with my non-colored phone! Not gonna type much. Few moments later, I'm gonna practice for talentine. Had an one on one session with Ms Toh yesterday and she said my singing is not bad and that i need to practice more. She also told me the scores that the teacher gave me during the auditions. I passed all the criteria's needed except for expression! She said that my eyes were darting around. Well, that is true cause i was so darn nervous during the auditions with all the pairs of eyes staring at me.

Not gonna talk more on this. Star and me will just keep practicing hard! Besides, we're the last to go for the solo category. That way, i can observe other people's performances and somehow try to improve on mine and make it better. Ms Toh said that she's gonna pick one winner from the solo and the group category. Gonna stop here, people!
Ciao!

I WANT A CAMERA PHONE,

DESPERATELY!

Attika's post out 10, Star's house!

2009-03-16T15:59:00.005+08:00

KStar looks like a professor

Star looks like the korean guy who sang 'Tuts my Barreh'

RETARDS!

Guess what this is?

One-eyed me

That's Zhuliestar Binte Jamal and she's my best friend ever!

Watching Shrek, just look at Donkey's face! OMG! HAHA!

Yummy mee not me! =)

Monday, 16/03

Hey, peeps!

Today was OK for me at first. Went to english extra class from 9-12pm. Eventually, today's english class was better than ever! Ms Wee made us too comprehension and composition questions. Mr Ho came about an hour later. Mr Ho was so thoughtful. He went to stop by to our class right after his chalet. Thanks, Mr Ho! How sweet of you. Let's cut down to the chase now. After class, went to Star's house to practice for Talentine and do other stuffs, of course! Talentine finals will be held on the 31st of March, OMG! I'm so damn F***ing nervous! Now, i'm so lazy to continue my post so let the photos do the talking.

Ciao, people! I'm going back to home sweet home in a few minutes time, YAY!

Sigh, will be going to Extra English class on Wednesday, again and will be belanja-ing Star Macdonald's student meal, looks like i don't owe you a present anymore, heheh!

MARCH HOLS,

I'M ENJOYING IT, I THINK.

Attika's post out 9, done!

2009-03-13T21:09:00.002+08:00

Friday, 13/03

Hey, peeps!

Finally, i'm done with my d&t project. Took me an hour do it! Actually, i got loads of stuff to talk about. I have no clue about my results. DAMN! All i know is my english, math and mother tongue overall marks. Well, as always, i gradually failed my math, badly! I gotten grade 4 for my english and a grade 3 for mother tongue. I felt that this year, i've flunk on most of my subjects. If i carry on like this, i will probably not make it to Sec 5. But i must and will work hard! Mark my words! Personally, if i don't make it to sec 5, honestly, i'm gonna just going to continue my school education at ITE. Yeah, i know people say that ITE sucks as they learn only the basic stuff for that subjects. Other than that people also say that its harder to get a good job when you don't have an 'O' level cert. Sigh. So much to think and do but so little time.

Guess i'm gonna stop here. My brother has been waiting for so long. Heheh! Bad sister, huh?
Toodles!

GONNA WORK HARDER

THAN EXPECTED!

Attika's post out 8, busy

2009-03-13T20:40:00.000+08:00

Hey, people!

I'm busy doing my d&t project right now.
Will be updating in 15 minutes time, i think.
And my brother has been bugging me to let him use the computer. Dammit!
Ciao for now!