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Wednesday, November 23, 2011 @ Wednesday, November 23, 2011


HEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYY PEEEEPPPS! IM BACK BLOGGING!

Okay so i haven't been blogging for how long now?
A year plus maybe? So now im back!
Oh to you people who still visit my blog,
just wanna show my current 2011 look..
okay here it is!

If possible, please do ignore all the 2010 posts of my blog. Tyvm.
Cause its kinda sensitive to me and i havent been living a good past life either.
So a year has passed, many things changed, both good and bad. Well mostly bad but im still thankful to Allah for still letting me breath in this world to improve myself to a much better person every single living day.

Im not attached anymore, kyson or should i say Xu kaisheng, the guy whom i truly love and admire, decided to leave cause he finds me annoying.
Oh well, i guess he have forgotten my existence in his life.
Whatever it is, Allah knows best so im going to leave it all to His hands.
Insya'Allah, miracles would happen once i start learning to let go and forgive my past.
Actually what motivated me to start blogging again is after reading this girl's blog, Stephanie claire AKA kyson's friend.

After reading her blog, i was struck with shock plus sympathy cause we're kinda on the same boat!
You know things like a broken divorced family since small, financial problems, mum remarrying, deprived for a job to support oneself. I kinda feel her.
Not gonna talk much, what i know is...
For now, i must go with the flow of life and let Allah do the wonders of my life.
I still love him actually but i cant do nothing but pray and wait for it to happen, insya'Allah.

Feels good to blog after a year plus of being missing.
Hahahaha i dont know whether anyone still visits but if there are people out there reading,
Thank you so much, much appreciated.

Triple love,
Attika




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