Bitched!

Phoneless

Wednesday, November 30, 2011 @ Wednesday, November 30, 2011

GONNA MAKE THIS POST SHORT BY SAYING...

IM OFFICIALLY PHONELESS!
SOB SOB.

HAVE NO IDEA WHEN I CAN GET A NEW ONE :(

MOST PROBABLY MONTHS SINCE I HAVE TO WORK TO EARN IT.

SIGH NEVERMIND.

GONNA THINK POSITIVE BUT FOR NOW IM PHONELESS.

:( :( :(

PEACE OUT, SOBERING.

TRIPLE LOVE,

ATTIKA

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Saturday.

Saturday, November 26, 2011 @ Saturday, November 26, 2011

Yo wassup people!
Happy saturday!

So im gonna go my bestie's house today for singing practice

and then off to Vivo for job interview.

Finally, head to the national library for study revision.

So yesterday, i finally got an answer from him after i so called

involved his friends in our conversation.

I know him too well.

I knew that he'll reply if i were to so called 'threaten' him

Well as usual his reply was freakin rude..

He said ' Yes you're fucking annoying.. I don't have a gf'

Well isnt that easy?

Its not that difficult to just move your fingers, type and press Send.

I didn't sleep well at all yesterday.

But i wanna thank Allah so much for finally making him to reply.

I wanna meet him today to pass him a special something which belongs to me

but only if Allah will, insya'Allah then we'll meet.

Still no replies from him though.

Will try texting again later and see what happens.

If Allah wills, we'll meet.

If not, i just must accept it.

But i hope i get to give him that special something.

All i can say is Insya'Allah.

Triple love,

Attika

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FOLLOW ME!

Friday, November 25, 2011 @ Friday, November 25, 2011

Helllloooo to those friends of mine who visits my blog and

also to those blogwalkers,

do follow me on Twitter!

http://twitter.com/#!/AttikaCarino

Its at the side bar!

So to those kind souls, do follow!

Thank you!

Triple love,

Attika

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To Haters

Thursday, November 24, 2011 @ Thursday, November 24, 2011

Just wanna give a shout out to those people who blogwalks and happened to read my blog

To those kind souls who read and appreciate my blog,

I wanna say thank you so much!

But then again, everyone has haters and to those haters,

Kindly just leave my blog if you think im ugly or whatever.

Blogging is a web where we express ourselves and share with the world about our

personal lives which somehow can be similar to other people too.

If you like it, thank you.

If you dont, kindly please leave.

Like i said in my previous post, i havent been living a good past life.

In fact, i've been through so much but thanks to Allah, alhamdulillah im doing just fine.

So yaaa thats all but to those who dislike my blog, i cant do anything but i appreciate the thought of you people who at least took your time to read.

Thank you to all you kind souls.

Triple love,

Attika

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IM BACK BLOGGER!

Wednesday, November 23, 2011 @ Wednesday, November 23, 2011

HEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYY PEEEEPPPS! IM BACK BLOGGING!

Okay so i haven't been blogging for how long now?

A year plus maybe? So now im back!

Oh to you people who still visit my blog,

just wanna show my current 2011 look..

okay here it is!

If possible, please do ignore all the 2010 posts of my blog. Tyvm.

Cause its kinda sensitive to me and i havent been living a good past life either.

So a year has passed, many things changed, both good and bad. Well mostly bad but im still thankful to Allah for still letting me breath in this world to improve myself to a much better person every single living day.

Im not attached anymore, kyson or should i say Xu kaisheng, the guy whom i truly love and admire, decided to leave cause he finds me annoying.

Oh well, i guess he have forgotten my existence in his life.

Whatever it is, Allah knows best so im going to leave it all to His hands.

Insya'Allah, miracles would happen once i start learning to let go and forgive my past.

Actually what motivated me to start blogging again is after reading this girl's blog, Stephanie claire AKA kyson's friend.

After reading her blog, i was struck with shock plus sympathy cause we're kinda on the same boat!

You know things like a broken divorced family since small, financial problems, mum remarrying, deprived for a job to support oneself. I kinda feel her.

Not gonna talk much, what i know is...

For now, i must go with the flow of life and let Allah do the wonders of my life.

I still love him actually but i cant do nothing but pray and wait for it to happen, insya'Allah.

Feels good to blog after a year plus of being missing.

Hahahaha i dont know whether anyone still visits but if there are people out there reading,

Thank you so much, much appreciated.

Triple love,

Attika

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