Bitched!

Attika's post out 91, dissapointment

Thursday, February 18, 2010 @ Thursday, February 18, 2010

A good day turned bad....

Today, went to school and hoping that i will get a positive feedback after i've looked at my intake results and it turns out that.... I DIDN'T THE COURSE THAT I WANTED! I was like wtf!

The courses that i wanted has no vacancies left and i was offered Electronics? I was like WHHHAAAATTT?! YOU KIDDING ME?!

Soooo, Ms Wee helped me contact the customer service and asked whether i could appeal to the courses that i wanted.

So they said yes and i appealed once more BUT the results would be released on MARCH 29! I was dumbfounded! Super shocked!

Sigh... Why must life be so hard for me, since young until now im still experiencing a suckish life. Wth. If the results gonna be out a month later, might as well i take my O's this year even though it sucks big time that i must suffer for another 8months and be the glum ATTIKA(which is SO not me)

Man! This year already sucks! F**K!

But maybe, there is a reason behind this.

In fact, there is a reason behind everything thats gonna happen in someone's life.

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Attika's post out 90, Clear state of mind!

Wednesday, February 17, 2010 @ Wednesday, February 17, 2010

OMG!!!
Its been so long since i last blogged!
I missed it sooooo much and so sorry ppl for not updating for SUPER LONG!

TODAY.....

I spoke to Ms Ilyana and i finally got to a CLEAR decision

on what to do next.

She said to me to go to somewhere which i will put in more effort at

and don't mind about what others said about the negative

prospects on ITE cause its my future im creating and thats that.

And now... im, at Fasiha iklaque shaikh's house, my bestest gf ever and she didn't attend school.

She is stressed out about a certain someone who is having difficulties solving his problem.

Enough about her and more about me now, hahaha!

So far, school has been stressful and i cant wait to get out of it.

Finally, im having some kinda relationship problems with that certain dude and i really hope we can be ok once more, hopefully.

CIAO!

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Attika's post out 89, right or wrong?

Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ Tuesday, February 02, 2010

Hey peeps!

Its been so long since i last updated my blog!
Today, Ms Wee helped me to do an ITE April intake.
I've done doing it so here i am, updating my blog.
I just wanna say sorry to the people whom really have confidence in me to continue sec5 BUT dont worry, im just applying it.
Its a no gurantee that i'll get in the courses.
But if i do get in, i still can reject it if i changed my mind.
The results would be out on 18 feb 2010.

Once out, i will update this blog again about my decision.
Im not going ITE cause my friends are there or whatever.
Its just that i realised that my interest for studies is fading off after i've experinced a month studying in this school.
Honestly, i think im coping well but.... its just not there you know so i think i should move and upgrade myself to a new environment whereby im able to be do more hands on work and just relax and enjoy myself.
So, its actually aint right or wrong for me to do this right?

In fact, i've discussed with sooo many people including my own mum.
I know what im doing is right, it IS my future anyway.
So i really hope i made the right desicion and i also hope that my beloved's would support me in whatever im doing right now, please.

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