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Attika's post out 58, At-tika
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ Tuesday, July 28, 2009

IM ATTIKA BINTE AZMAN
AND IM PROUD


2nd post for the day!

Gonna make this quick! Just a few mins left! Aaahhh!
So, who the hell is that gal?
Me, of course!
Last week, we received a form to fill up our achievements, contributions and blablabla.
There is one column which ask us to ask others to fill up what they think of us.

Lets see, the people who filled up this column for me is...
-Huibin
-Jason
-Aien
-Eida
-Jannah
-Shiqi
-Xuying
-Sakinah

I think thats about it. If i leave out anyone, im so sorry.
OK, so here's the deal
These is what they think of me, of course, coming from different ppl.
-Friendly
-Hardworking
-Easy going
-Social studies buddy(huibin wrote this) She is my best Math buddy ever! (Thats what i commented on hers)
-Cheerful
-perseverance
-Daring

I cant remember the rest though. HAHA! I think there is still a few more points but nevermind.
Thanks, classmates for saying all these positive remarks about me. Sometimes, looking at this kinda comments coming from others made me realise about lots of stuffs! I always think that im bad and all, whatever. But these remarks made me think about the opposite. And im absolutely grateful for this. HOORAY!

And YAY! My bro topped up 1buck for me so this means, i can still surf the net for 30 more mins! LOL!

Since i still have the time, im gonna type out abit more then. For those who is tired of reading, please, just get outta here.

Only a few of my beloveds know about this matter. And now, im gonna share some of this things with you guys. Lets begin! So, some of you may be wondering, how are things between him and me? Answer is, we're doing just fine. So far, no more quarrels and conflict compared to what we went through the last time. When 18/08 arrives, that marks the 4th month of us(friendship?). Nothing more yet cause he is not prepared. Why is he not prepared? He is afraid of me getting hurt, he wants a long lasting relationship and the biggest problem is, he is scared that his family and friends will find out about us, eg. saw us hanging out together or whatsoever matter.

Yesterday, counsellor wanted to see me. I discussed about lots of stuffs! Family, my biatch, 'nenek keropok'? (HAHA!) and many more!

Lets talk about my biatch section.
So, i ask the counsellor, 'What does it mean when a guy hugs and kisses a girl everytime he sees her?'
She was quite uncertain on how to answer my question so she said, 'Well, probably that guy likes you, likes to be hugged or maybe, he just wants to fulfill his needs and etc.'

And i was like, 'Oh ok. But is it ok for the guy to hug and kiss the girl but they haven't stabilised themselves in a serious relationship BUT they both confessed their feelings to each other before?'

The counsellor replied, 'Umm, of course its wrong to hug and kiss each other if both of you are just friends. But since the guy already confessed to you, its kinda, umm, ok. But still, Attika, you have to keep in mind and know where to draw the line.'

Her answers seems kinda doubtful but its alright. She's right and she totally knock some sense into me after talking for almost 2hours! Im so confused right now! Ugh! I dont wanna think about it or else my head will explode! Not gonna share the rest, im tired of this. Sigh.

SESSION ENDED!

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