Bitched!

Attika's post out 59, Frustration

Friday, July 31, 2009 @ Friday, July 31, 2009

Friday, 31/07

Hey, peeps!

Was absent from school today coz I'm not feeling well and damn, my whole body is aching from yesterday night till now!

So, yesterday was totally not my day. Had a bad day at school yesterday, dammit! My quote for yesterday is..

''SOMETIMES, STANDING UP FOR OTHERS CAN LEAD YOU TO TROUBLES
AND WHATSOEVER PROBLEMS''

I was just standing up for my Malay friends. Is that something wrong? Is it so hard for you to release them earlier so that they can go for a short break and get prepared before their oral commences? DAMMIT! 5mins is not enough for a break, dammit. Wanna know why i suggested them to leave early?

Its cause i was so damn fucking famished when i waited for 2 hours before it was my turn to sit for oral. I don't wanna my malay peeps to go through the same situation as me! And there she is, yelling at the whole class, putting most of the blame towards the malay students. HELLO? I always give you answers, OK? So, next time, think before throwing your tantrum to the whole class. Some students was looking at me with those disgusted faces and i was like WTF! MYOB!

OK, so during the day of my oral which is the day before all the other malay students had theirs.
Was released at 1.45. Went down to the office, to take my card but wasn't available at that time and it at least take 5mins of my time. Time check, nearing 1.55. Went down to the library and already saw St. Margaret's students heading there so i followed them and the teachers from behind. And i was so relieved i head there on time or else i'll be late! Time check, 2pm. Already settled down and listening to instructions and all. I felt so awkward with all those st.Margaret gals surrounding me. Only i know the tension. HAHAHAHA! But one thing i notice bout them is, THEY LIKE TO LAUGH AND MAKE JOKES! LOL! I kept my cool, of course. Talked abit abit and smile to them.

OH! There is another gal named Atiqah, haha!
She asked me "Umm, how to say volunteer in malay ar?"
I replied "Umm, i have no idea, heh." We talked in malay though.
Most of them were so tall and skinny. Only a few was like my size. That Atiqah gal was the joker and i think she can be a comedian when she grow up. When i see her personality, it reminds me of my girlfriend, Jannah.

Both of them are funny and entertaining. HAHAHAHA! Throughout 2 hours of waiting, i was totally entertained by some of their jokes. One of the gals farted and i think i smelled something 'smelly'. LOL! I think they're awesome people larh. And we kept hearing cicak sounds! WTH! So cute!

Ok larh, wanna stop here. Oh, check out the song 'The Warning' from Eminem. Read the lyrics! Eminem is talking bad about Mariah Carey and Nick Cannon! WTH!

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Attika's post out 58, At-tika

Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ Tuesday, July 28, 2009

IM ATTIKA BINTE AZMAN
AND IM PROUD

2nd post for the day!

Gonna make this quick! Just a few mins left! Aaahhh!

So, who the hell is that gal?

Me, of course!

Last week, we received a form to fill up our achievements, contributions and blablabla.

There is one column which ask us to ask others to fill up what they think of us.

Lets see, the people who filled up this column for me is...

-Huibin

-Jason

-Aien

-Eida

-Jannah

-Shiqi

-Xuying

-Sakinah

I think thats about it. If i leave out anyone, im so sorry.

OK, so here's the deal

These is what they think of me, of course, coming from different ppl.

-Friendly

-Hardworking

-Easy going

-Social studies buddy(huibin wrote this) She is my best Math buddy ever! (Thats what i commented on hers)

-Cheerful

-perseverance

-Daring

I cant remember the rest though. HAHA! I think there is still a few more points but nevermind.

Thanks, classmates for saying all these positive remarks about me. Sometimes, looking at this kinda comments coming from others made me realise about lots of stuffs! I always think that im bad and all, whatever. But these remarks made me think about the opposite. And im absolutely grateful for this. HOORAY!

And YAY! My bro topped up 1buck for me so this means, i can still surf the net for 30 more mins! LOL!

Since i still have the time, im gonna type out abit more then. For those who is tired of reading, please, just get outta here.

Only a few of my beloveds know about this matter. And now, im gonna share some of this things with you guys. Lets begin! So, some of you may be wondering, how are things between him and me? Answer is, we're doing just fine. So far, no more quarrels and conflict compared to what we went through the last time. When 18/08 arrives, that marks the 4th month of us(friendship?). Nothing more yet cause he is not prepared. Why is he not prepared? He is afraid of me getting hurt, he wants a long lasting relationship and the biggest problem is, he is scared that his family and friends will find out about us, eg. saw us hanging out together or whatsoever matter.

Yesterday, counsellor wanted to see me. I discussed about lots of stuffs! Family, my biatch, 'nenek keropok'? (HAHA!) and many more!

Lets talk about my biatch section.
So, i ask the counsellor, 'What does it mean when a guy hugs and kisses a girl everytime he sees her?'
She was quite uncertain on how to answer my question so she said, 'Well, probably that guy likes you, likes to be hugged or maybe, he just wants to fulfill his needs and etc.'

And i was like, 'Oh ok. But is it ok for the guy to hug and kiss the girl but they haven't stabilised themselves in a serious relationship BUT they both confessed their feelings to each other before?'

The counsellor replied, 'Umm, of course its wrong to hug and kiss each other if both of you are just friends. But since the guy already confessed to you, its kinda, umm, ok. But still, Attika, you have to keep in mind and know where to draw the line.'

Her answers seems kinda doubtful but its alright. She's right and she totally knock some sense into me after talking for almost 2hours! Im so confused right now! Ugh! I dont wanna think about it or else my head will explode! Not gonna share the rest, im tired of this. Sigh.

SESSION ENDED!

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Attika's post out 57, Photos!

@ Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Tuesday, 28/07

Yo, people!

SOOOOO, these were the photos i snapped that day. Yeah, some of you may have seen it either on my facebook acc or Aien's blog. But since im so bored, i've decided to post the photos in my blog. :) SO, for those who havent seen it, ENJOY!

Today school was alright. my 2 best gyler babes didnt come cause they're sick, sigh. I felt so lonely. Damn! Tmr, one of you must come. Im SO SCARED! Wanna know why? Cause tmr i'll be taking my 'N' level Malay Oral! WTF! Wish me luck, people! I hope i'll do my best. Give it my ultimate best shot ever! Thanks to 2nd bro, i'm able to surf the net now at the national library, YAY! He topped up $2 for my acc! $2 equivalent to 1hr! Right now, im listening to my blog's 2nd track, 'OUTTA MY SYSTEM' and damn, i love this song, ALOT! Thanks to Star for intro-ing it to me. Thanks, sisto!

Tonight is the Semi-finals of Anugerah! Good luck to all 6 contestants! I wish Kunjung, Wawan and Hydir will make it to the finals yo! All the best people! HAHA! Believe me when i say im not interested in Anugerah at all. Just love the contestants, thats all cause they're awesome people!

My plurk says im missing someone and its totally true! Some of you people may know who im missing right now. Shhh, if you know who it is, ok? ;)

My biatch is taking his prelims now. Will probably end next week. He can do it, i know it. I cant wait for prelims to commence, baby! Im so addicted to type more right now but i dont wanna lecture and bore you people with my long posts! HAHAHAHA!

Guess i'll stop here! But i wanna type MOOOORRREEEE! Fine, i'll stop! Buhbye, awesome freaks!

Biatch, you still owe me 1 movie!

Must catch a movie with me after prelims, i dont care! :)

I guess we cant meet for the time being cause you're taking ur prelims for the time being.

Of course i'll miss you, i already am, damn! I hope you are to(insyaallah)!

I dont think we can meet up during the fasting month. (mly ppl will know why)

Oh! I cant wait to celebrate our bdae's together! ;)

For now, study hard biatch and IMY!

And finally, i hope our relationship will become much much much better when we meet up again(insyaallah, again)!

And fyi to t he people out there, we still havent go steady, ok?

So, get real and dont spread rumors!

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Attika's post out 56, Anugerah Roadshow!

Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ Sunday, July 26, 2009

Sunday, 26/07

Yo, peeps!

The time now is 1:20AM and i'm still wide awake. Basically cause i gotten the privilege from my Dad to use the laptop! Yahoo! So thick-skinned! HAHA! But who cares. This is me so just MYOB!

Today, tagged with Aien to catch the Anugerah Roadshow at East Point Mall, Simei. Sadly, only the 2 of us went but still, i find it fun! We met up with 2 other of Aien's fren, 1gal, 1 guy. They were OK to me. We waited for bout an hour plus before the show began. So FREAKING LONG seiy! What the hell! But luckily, the KFC lunch that we had, last till the roadshow ended! Oh, yeah! It ended at 5.30. Actually, Aien planned to chill Vivo after that but sadly, i'm meeting up with my Biatch so i turned down her offer. Sorry, babe! Will make it up to you sooonnnn!

Not gonna elaborate much on what i did the rest of the day.

But for sure...

I ENJOYED THE ROADSHOW!

IT WAS GEREK, FUN AND DAMN ENTERTAINING!
THE CROWD WAS AWESOME, THE HOST WAS FUNNY AND THE ANUGERAH CONTESTANTS WERE DAMN NICE!

The time now is nearing 2AM and my eyes still ain't sleepy. Im so glad Cuzzie isnt asleep yet. She is the only 1 entertaining me right now. Im trying my best to download a Bluetooth device right now so that i can transfer all the photos i took today to the computer but until now, i have no luck finding it! DAMMIT! Will get back with you guys soon. Wanna do my research now!

Time check:303AM
I still have no luck finding that bluetooth thingy. Aaahhh! I guess i just forget about it. To Aien: Will try to upload the photos ASAP! :) I think i gonna head to sleep pretty soon. My whole body is aching. Gonna watch a movie called 'The haunting in connecticut' with my Biacth later in the afternoon. He said he can and i hope he dont cancel last minute coz of work or anything that crops up. Guess i'll sleep at 4AM. Im so addicted to this laptop!

CIAO, BUHBYE, SAYONARA!
(This is what will happen if you stay up till the break of dawn, you'll turn insane!)

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Attika's post out 55, home!

Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ Sunday, July 19, 2009

Sunday, 19/07

Yo, wassup!

Going back to home sweet home soon! :)
Just wanna do a short post before i head home.
I wanna apologize to Cuzzie cause i purposely wrote that in your tagboard. HAHA! Don't take it to heart yeah. Peace out!

So, 2 months from now, its my Biatch's birthday!
I'm 4days older than him and so proud of it.
Lame? I know but who cares! Ha!
Yesterday, marks our 3rd month and I'm so happy i met up with him yesterday. *smiles*
Fyi, we haven't get serious yet cause he said he is not prepared yet.
I asked why and he said he didn't want to hurt my feelings by doing all those breaking up stuffs. Aww, so thoughtful. I (L) u, notty bitch!

BUHBYE!
Man, school tomorrow? Sigh.
D&T submission deadline is on the 21st!
Aaahhh!

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Attika's post out 54, Tiring day!

Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ Saturday, July 18, 2009

Saturday, 18/07

Hey, peeps!

I'M SO EXHAUSTED!

AAAHHH!

First destination (Time check: 2++)

BUGIS

-Meet up with Fas babe at 1.45
-Had lunch at McDonald's
-After lunch, went to stop by at the toilet cause Fas wanted to 'strip' off her inside clothing's. :)
-Head To Marina Bay to meet up with Aien Hommie

Second destination (Time check:3++)

MARINA BARRAGE

-Waited for Aien hommie for 30mins, i think. But, its OK. :)
-She brought her cousin, dayah, along
-Took the upgraded shutter bus to Marina Barrage
-Marina Barrage was packed with people! OMG! They were all flying kites and having picnic and stuffs
-Stayed there for 30mins only. Cause we cannot tahan the crowd plus the humid weather. Did some camwhoring for awhile and ciao!
-Took the shutter bus back to the MRT station and from there took the MRT together but eventually, all of us went our separate ways

MY final destination (Time check:5++)

BOON LAY

Aien and her cousin went home. Fas went Chinese Garden.

I know you people may think that i'm insane! From Marina, i travelled to Jurong! I think i'm retarded too! Went Jurong to meet my Biatch! Not gonna elaborate much on that. Head to home sweet home(dad's house, pasir ris) at 8++. Reached home at 10++ and i'm so glad i'm HOME! Was super tired till i cant even feel my legs! Now, my legs are straining and my whole body is aching! Guess i'll stop here. Im too lazy to type too! Sorry, people!

Oh! Star, i'm so sorry i couldnt catch the fireworks with cha at Esplanade. I really wanted to, though. Cause my cuzzie catched it before and she said it was spectacular! But damn packed larh the place. HAHA! I'll make up to you 1 day, sisto!

Overall: Today was gerek gyler babi but damn tiring!

Its OK if you're still unsure
But as long as you're by my side,
i'm fine with it
I (L) you, Biatch!

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Attika's post out 53, Movie Outing!

Friday, July 17, 2009 @ Friday, July 17, 2009

Friday, 17/07

Hey, people!

Today, went out with Star, Cuzzie, Afiq and his friend to catch Harry Potter and the half blood prince. The movie starts at 3 and i was LATE! I was LOST! I didn't know where the Cathay is. What the hell! Don't wanna elaborate much on that, though. The movie lasted after 2hours30mins. Overall, it was OK for me. I'll give it a 3/5 star for it. I think the previous Harry Potter movie was much better. So, its up to you people on whether you wanna watch it or not. But i think its not that worth it larh.

Went to eat at Dhoby Ghaut exchange after that. Unfortunately, i didn't eat due to cash constraint. Dammit! And now, IM SO DAMN HUNGRY! If I'm hungry, i cant SLEEP! Aaahhh! After dinner, went our separate ways. Cuzzie and i head to City Hall after we found out that the shutter but to marina barrage was not available for the day. DANG! Talked and talked bout lots of stuffs! I love talking to my cousin but u hate it when she's too super duper hyper! Especially in front of guys. But what to do, that's Ashhy for you. Aiyo.

Head home at 9 and i totally enjoyed today even though i got lost. What the! OMG! I'm SO HUNGRY!

CIAO!

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Attika's post out 52, My collage!

Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ Sunday, July 12, 2009

Edited by Ur's truly. :)

Sunday, 12/07

Hey, peeps!

Finally, i get to upload photos today! All thanks to bestie, Star! She's awesome! Her phone is my source to everything! HAHA! Thanks, dude! Love ya!

Right now, at Star's house. She's busy doing stuffs while I'm surfing the net. So, yesterday, went out to meet up with my biatch at Vivo around 9+ and got back home around 11.30pm. I'm relieved that no one nagged at me for coming back home so late. Wanna know how my outing with my biatch went like? See me personally and you'll know the juicy story. But only authorized personnel's can know about this.

Gonna head home soon, around 9. Tomorrow's school! YAY! I'm so not sure why the hell I'm so psyched about going to school tomorrow! I think I'm missing my babes too much! Cant wait to see you awesome people! *smiles and grins* I'm so HAPPY there is no math lesson tomorrow. I totally needa break form that subject.

MY BRAND NEW SHOE!
AND I'M LOVIN IT!

Actually, its not that brand new anymore since i already put it on a couple of times. HAHA! Its really adorable and i feel comfortable putting it on. :) I don't usually like shoes but this one, its special. I'm so gonna treat it well and make sure that this shoe lasts as long as possible! OK, lets move on to my final topic today. YAY!

On the left, letter received from 1st bro. On the right, letter written by me. :)

Beloved sweet 16 sisto to her beloved 22 year old bro!

So, my eldest brother is in a place where there is no escape. Only walls to stare at. Honestly, every time when i received a letter from my brother, tears will form and eventually, I'll break down and cry. I know I'm not close to my brother when he was still around. Cause both of us don't really blend well with each other. But no matter what, he'll always protect me from danger cause he knows that its his responsibility to look after his younger siblings. And right now, i just wanna say out my thanks to him for always protecting me and looking out for me even though you're always nowhere to be seen right now. I know I'll see a brand new older brother a few years later. Maybe when I'm in the age of 19 or 20?

I miss you, elder brother. I hope you'll turn over a new leaf once you're released from that terrible place where everyone abhor. I know you will. You're gonna be a responsible daddy to your son plus a great husband to your wife. I have faith in you. bro. And like you always said in every single letter you wrote, I will try to fulfill that wish of yours which is

MAKE OUR PARENTS PROUD AND STUDY HARD ALWAYS, SISTER!

Don't worry, I'll try my ultimate best, bro! :)

Peace out, people!

p.s yesterday was unforgettable.

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Attika's post out 51, Confused!

Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ Saturday, July 11, 2009

Saturday, 11/07

Heyhey, people!

Today's Saturday and i'm still stuck at home during these hours. While others are enjoying life at the outside world. That Biatch wanted to meet up with me today but I'm not sure why the hell I'm hesitating right now. I'm so confused! I asked whether he is free tomorrow but he has to attend work. Mabe I'm hesitating just cause I've no idea what to do when i meet up with him. He wants to meet me at night cause he is busy with his friends right now. Plus, i don't have the nerves to interfere.

Oh, i wanna say thanks to the people who tagged me and encourage me to advance to Sec 5. I'll try my best, OK? You people must make it to Sec 5 too! Save 1 year, baby! GEREK! Nothing else to talk about. Since yesterday was my longest post ever! HAHA! First time seiy! LOL! Did Math just now for almost 2 hours! And my head is spinning round and round right now, filled with numbers and sums. I'm so happy I'm at daddy's house today cause i automatically switched on the computer after I'm done with Math. Nothing to chit-chat about, peeps!

About that biatch, i don't know whether to meet up with him! Will decide pretty soon and text him back! Hahs! And yay! There wont be Malay lesson this Monday as Mdm Hannah wont be attending school. Finally, can get my mind off from Mother Tongue. Honestly, i don't fancy Malay language at all! No offence, though. Well, enough talk, ADIOS, peeps!

Mother tongue N level Oral just a few weeks away! *screams*

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Attika's post out 50, Glad

Friday, July 10, 2009 @ Friday, July 10, 2009

Friday, 10/7

Yo, peeps!

Every Friday, as usual, I'm at my dad's house. Was super tired when i got back from school. Slept for 2 hours in the afternoon. Woke up around 5 and start ironing my clothes and all to get ready and head over to my dad's house. Still SO TIRED!

And sorry, babes Fas and Tiq, cant assist you guys with your D&T today. I'm super exhausted! I'll help you on Monday, for sure! I'm super bored right now. Have absolutely no idea on what to blog about. But anyways, had my 'N' Level Oral on Tuesday and i SWEAR i didn't do well cause i was the 1st to go and i was nervous! AAAHHH! Dammit! The conversation part was super difficult for me seiy! But let bygones be bygones. I'm SO glad that oral is over. Next up, Malay oral! Ugh! And once again, I'm the 1st to go. Good luck to me!

Nowadays, my blog hasn't been filled with photos, AT ALL! I want photos to be showering my blog! Argh! Its ok, soon, soon, photos will be everywhere! HAHA! Guess I'm gonna stop here. You people must be bored reading all my blabbering. So, CIAO!

I'm glad we're fine
Honestly, i don't give a damn to what people has to say about us.
What i know is, i trust you, not 100% though.
I hope our friendship goes a long way.
If it doesn't, I'll accept it with an open heart.
But for now, i just wish that we carry on like this.
Cause my heart is not ready to face reality yet.
Its the truth and i hope you people understand.
Its up to me to decide and its up to you people to just guide me, that's all.
I totally appreciate the help of you people even though it sucked, sometimes.
For now, only Allah will know how the next chapter of our storybook will be like.
Amin.

Yo, people!
I'm back again! HAHA!
Guess I'll continue blogging from here.

This year is sucha crucial year for me plus all the people who will be taking their N or O levels this year. But no matter what, I'm gonna strive and hope for the best! I desperately wanna make it to Sec 5! Mum said i CAN. I just gotta be confident and believe that i can do it. I'll try, ok, Mum? I don't wanna disappoint you plus the family.

People sometimes ask me. Why do i wanna go sec 5? Usually I'll say "Oh, i wanna go sec 5 cause its better and all, bla bla bla"
BUT actually, they don't know the real story so now, i wanna type it out so that you people can know the real truth.

SO, the reason why i wanna go sec 5 is...

-I wanna make my family proud
-I wanna have an O level cert
-Truthfully, i don't wanna go ITE, instead, go Poly and save a year
-Both my brothers had already messed up their education. 1st bro, quit school at the age of 16 and became outta control after that.
2nd bro, graduated ITE but decided to continue working in the F&B industry instead of his education.

There are some other reasons but i don't think its necessary for you peeps to know about it, sorry. How i wish i was clever. Really need to start revising from now. If i don't make it to sec 5, i will of course feel a sense of regret and sorrow cause I'll disappoint my Mum who always has high hopes for me. But i know she'll understand and I'm so glad i have her as my mum. But for now, Mum, I'll promise you I'll give my best shot! When i get my results and show it to you, i want you to be smiling the first thing you see my results. I don't want you to frown and nag at me for not doing well. That just show how much i disappoint you all this while. I don't wanna be like my brothers who have drifted away even though they have an idea on what to do in their lives. I wanna be different, unique, you know. Guess this is all you people need to know. I don't know why but tears is gathering inside my eyes right now.

Nights, peeps!
Hope all of you has decided on what to do in your life and better not be regretting it once you have made that decision.

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Attika's post out 49, Cuzzies!

Saturday, July 4, 2009 @ Saturday, July 04, 2009

Saturday, 04/07

Heyhey, retards!

Took this from Cuzzies blog. Edited a lil and cropped half the photo.

So, the photo is black and white. Why? Coz its in the past. Ha! I've always enjoyed going out with Cuzzie! Today, meet up with each other. Asked her to accompany me to Bugis cause i wanted to purchase a new pair of shoes and i did! So damn proud of it! HAHA! Will upload the photo soon. Maybe tomorrow or wait long long larh eh. How i wish i got a memory card usb so that i can upload my photos anytime i wanted, sigh. Never mind.

Anyway, as usual, i love Cuzzie being my company. She is the best company ever that i can find. :) And thanks so much for accompanying me today and brightening up my day even further. AKU CINTA KAAAAMMMUUU! Hang out soon and next time, bring our personal diary, Cuzzie! Don't forget! Today was great, as usual. I'm becoming stronger and stronger each day. Life without you is fine. In fact, i think I'm getting better and better day after day. You're nothing, boy. Yesterday, was the last text i sent you saying that its all over between us and i don't regret doing that. Sheesh. You deserve someone better, so do i. Whatever, thinking about you makes me wanna puke.

You ain't worth it

Anyways, made a few amendments to my blog and i'm happy! Took quite some time to do it, though but i think its worth it. YAY! Gonna head to bed soon! My body's aching! Ouch, ouch! Better sleep now. Ciao! Not gonna update this blog for another week or so. Till next week then! Nights!

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Attika's post out 48, Tension in the Air

@ Saturday, July 04, 2009

Saturday, 04/07

Hello, peeps!

In this post, i wanna reply to Aien's post, 1 of my best Girlfriends ever! :)

My opinion bout Aien's post...

Hey, babe!
Like you said, you're fine when you're both separated, that shows that you're strong.
And yeah, you DO NOT NEED that jerk back in your life. MOVE ON without him, he ain't worth it! I'm experiencing this feeling too, right now. Guys are always liddat. When they're sick of that certain 'object', they'll tend to find 'better' ones. And will always find excuses to persuade or convince that 'better' object to believe what they're blabbering about. DONT TRUST his words! Trust your own instincts and what you think is best for you, gal! You're awesome, you can find someone 100 times better! I'm sure of it! He is spouting out about the past, just to show you that he still loves you? But if he does, why can't he just be a man and tell you face to face? Instead, he runs away from his problems and go on with life with another bitch just to show you that he has 'move on'. That's utter bullshit! To me, that is. Babe, i know you're better than this, you don't need that type of dude in your life. You'll forget about him, don't worry bout that. If you need a shoulder to cry on, you'll always have ur beloveds to count on. Woah! I typed out so much! HAHA! You can do it, babe! I'm experiencing the same issue right now. Both of us are gonna pull through, yeah?
Stay Aien always! Love cha! :)

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Attika's post out 47, July is here!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009 @ Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Wednesday, 01/07

Hey, peeps!

Today, 3rd day of school and i didn't attend. I was super tired. Sorry, babes! I'm sucha bad bad girl. See you hot-arse babes tomorrow! They say that tiredness is one of the H1N1 symptoms. But fear not, i don't have this disease. So far, school was alright for me. Our school is following a new system known as the 'Classroom System'. I think its much better compared to the past system cause we no need to move around from class to class. YAY! Instead, the teachers are the ones coming, oh , yeah!

I'm kinda lazy to type much. Ok, cut short, I've made my mind about us and i think we're over.
No more looking back, just look forward. It takes time but its alright, its ok. I'm so much better without you and I'm doing just fine. I think letting you go and forget about us is the best way right now. Since you're agreeing to it too, there is no other better solution. Whatever, Arsehole! You're no big deal! Dammit!

Latest news! My GCE 'N' LEVEL English oral exam starts NEXT TUESDAY! And I'm the first 'lucky' gal to go! OMG! I'm so not ready! But never mind, i gotta feeling that I'll do juts fine. Just hope that I'm not nervous, thats all. Wish me luck, people! Guess i gotta stop here. I guess I've type enough. Ha! Ciao!

It'll be easier than i thought

Oh! I forgot. I wanna wish Happy 16th Birthday to Emira and Wan Afiq!
Stay Gerek always, people!

Star is watching Scary Movie part 1. Gonna watch that retarded movie with her sssooonnn!!! We're gonna watch all 4 parts! Woohoo! Hope i have the time for all 4. Ha! Buhbye!

P.S I'm so not missing you

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