Saturday, 28/2.

Hey, guys!

Right now, i'm listening to a song titled The Climb sang by Miley Cyrus. Its the first time i've listen to this song and while listening to it, i somehow realized something. This song reminds me on how someone should always keep going, look forward to the future and never think about the past. All this while, i've always been someone who recalls back her past. Well, now, not anymore! I don't wanna be a fool who always think about the damn past! Because most of my past times are the ones which hurts the most and i HATE it!

Another thing that i noticed about myself, is that i can't seem to get what i want. In terms of everything. I'm not gonna elaborate much on this. Yeah, i've to admit that i'm sad that i didn't get what i want or who i wanna be with. Its already stated out. If you guys know what i mean by that. Sigh. Sometimes, i just wish that i would just vanish from this world so all my sufferings will be gone. Sorry for being so braggy but this is what i've been feeling all this while and right now, i really feel like letting it out, thats why. Hope you guys understand yeah.

I'm sorry but you guys have to carry on reading this post. I really must let this feeling out or else i won't feel satisfied. People may judge me as a happy go lucky girl and whatever but actually, every single day, i've been pretending to be someone i'm not. And i'm sick of that. My wish is that i will be someone whom has a natural welcoming and friendly aura when being around others, you know. In terms of romance, i'm not attached and i'm somehow happy with that. I wanna apologize to the guys that i've rejected the past few years or months. I'm not saying that i'm happy to be single. Everyone will feel better if they had a life partner, right? Who doesn't? Enough talk about all this. Like i said in my first para, i must look forward to the future. I know if i'm sad or whatever, my family and friends will always be there for me.