Woo hoo!!!
Let's see what are the upcoming events in my life!

-National day!
-Baby brother's birthday, (national day)
-Arnold head's birthday
-Ahmad's birthday
-Fasting month, end of august
- Jesslyn's birthday, 10/09
-My birthday, 15/09
-Making of my I/C 3 days after my birthday
-Mom's birthday, 5/10
-2nd brother's, 16/10
-Eldest brother's birthday, 27/10
-Hari raya!

Am i really me???
Is what i am right now the true me???
Well, i don't think i know the answer to these questions.
Oh no! Lame Attika is here, spouting out nonsense!

Ok ok. Let's not brag and joke around.
I'm really being serious right now.
Sometimes i feel like i hate myself, other times, i love myself and sometimes, totally freaked out and confused!

Am i someone who is self-centered and don't care about others at all?
Sometimes, when we think that we actually blend with the group of friends we are with but we do not know what's behind the scene, correct?
Who knows? They might just be gossiping and backstabbing you.

Yeah, i've to admit, i am self-centered and arrogant sometimes.
Everybody in this world is, right?
And right now, i think i'm just gonna stop my lame lecture here and now.

Love, Attika.





Hey guys!
Its been days since i last update on my blog.
=) smiles.
So, here i am once again, trying to spout nonsense.

Right now, i just wish that i could consult a counsellor.
Giving me advice on how to forget somebody COMPLETELY!
Yeah, i know i sound really stupid talking about the same thing over and over again but i just can't help it, you know,

If i don't let it out, it'll drive me crazy!
Well, at least i let out the truth and i feel good!
Oh man, u guys know what?
I think i feel that im being really lame right now.

Maybe you guys might be thinking.
Why does Attika always think about that arnold head?
It's been a year or more since she had a crush on him.
So whats the use of her still thinking about him?

I think this is what you guys out there is thinking when you read this post, right?
Well. think all you want but it is totally hard for me to let that baseball head outta my mind man!
AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I just hope that there is this 1 day that will happen to me that make me forget about him, COMPLETELY! And i mean it!!!!!

To me, i think there is 1 solution in order for me to forget him.
The only way for me to forget him is by looking at his photo's with his beloved girlfriend.
Or just pretend that i actually do not know him my whole entire life!
I think this is the only way i could forget him.

Yeah right, Attika!
WAKE UP ALREADY!!!
Oh man! I am feeling so fucked up right now!!!
I feel like im talking to my ownself right now, which i actually think i am.

But i promise, especially to my best friend, star.
That ATTIKA BTE AZMAN will forget about B*** U****
And that's that!

Love, Attika.
ARNOLD HEAD

Once again, a post about arnold head.
I know this kinda sucks if i keep posting out about him.
But this time, i really have to let it out!
I don't know why, these few days, i keep bumping, seeing or occurring, things that are related to him.

Today, i bought bubble tea, as usual, =)
I received my bubble tea from the shop seller and guess what?
The plastice wrapper that was sealing the bubble tea was his horoscope!
LEO!!!!
Im like WHAT THE HELL!!!

OK! I know this sounds stupid.
There is loads more things that i occur too these days.
But i just don't wanna let it out.
Too much already.

And one more thingy, I thought i saw his girlfriend somewhere today.
But maybe its not her, i think.
Well, no more and no use talking about him yeah.
Just one wish, though.

I wish i could just forget about ARNOLD HEAD!
Could not reveal his name here.
I really hope my wish will come true!
If not, than it's too bad, maybe.

Love, Attika.
I MISS HER...

Missing somebody is not wrong.
I really miss her.
I miss laughing, talking and sharing my thoughts with her.
She never fails to make me laugh every single time i meet up with her.

But i think it has to end like this.
We quarreled and now, we don't even talk to each other anymore.
Just look into each others faces.
But nowadays, i can feel that she don't hate me anymore.

It has already been a year since we last talked.
I'm felt happy whenever she smiles and laugh with the hotstuff AKA giler monyets!
=)
I just wish, one day, both our hearts will open to each other and talk once more, start a new beginning, you know.


Love, Attika.

; BURGER KING!

; OMG! I LOVE THIS PHOTO! It is so natural!

; Aiyo! Mother and daughter, =)

; Nice shot, iqah! I LOVE THIS!

; I'm a girl who still rides on toy cars.

; Everyone feeling tired and emo after shopping and eating and walking.

; My 2 bestest buddies and RETARDS!

; photo's i took. Some positive phrases for today!

; Discussing... DO NOT DISTURB!

; Atiqah must be enjoying the food man!

; Fasiha's trademark. Don't you guys think that she looks like the rabbit in winnie the pooh?

; Man! It's hard to choose what colour to pick!

; Me busy scrabbling.

; Tiong bahru POPULAR!

; Oit, shakinah! Don't DARE to steal ar!

; OMG! The colours are fascinating!

; Our materials for our class CIP project!

; YEAY! We can pay now! LOL!

; Poor Atiqah, she carries loads of weight on her.

; Fasiha busy texting down positive phrases.

; The gals busy discussing, again.


CIP INVOLVEMENT!!!


I thought following my friends to buy the CIP materials were dumb and boring but it ended up fun and full of jokes and laughter!!!
All coming from Fasiha, of course!
=)
We bought all kinds of stuff for our project, which is and anti-drug project.

We must create a tree together with positive notes on it.
=)
To encourage the people of course.
The total money we spent on this was $51+, i think.
heheh!

Will update more soon!
Im gonna go and eat dinner now!
ciao!

Now, im back in action!
OK! Lets continue.

After shopping and doing lame stuff, we ate burger king, create a hassle there.
Making loads of noises and LAUGHING OUT LOUD, LOL!
We went tiong bahru park after that.
Loads of fun!

Another day, another chapter!
Today was unforgettable!
Thanks for all the fun guys! (Even though its for only a short period of time)
hahas!
And thanks guys for keeping me accompanied while i was waiting for star to end her floorball CCA.

ILOVEYOUGUYS!
17.07.08

Love, Attika.

Now, im in math class.
Surfing internet secretly and sneakily.
Bad girl, Attika.
hahas!
We are learning Trigonometry for math.
It is darn easy!

Maybe one of my favourite topics of ALL!!!
Pythagoras theorem is simple too, but can be confusing too sometimes.
heheh!
Right now, still surfing internet and of course updating my blog, ignoring my teacher, mrs OH.
This is the oppurtunity to surf net as she is busy setting up some math questions for us to solve.
=)
I like it when she does this!
HOORAY!

well, Attika leaving now.
still a girl in wonderland and she is lovin' it! lalalalala! bye bye, dearies!

; AFTER

; BEFORE

; AFTER

; BEFORE

THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN EDITS AND NON-EDITS.


Most people especially girls like me, love to edit their photos.
Why?
Because we look better. =)
Some people think that people who edit their photo's aren't original.
Well, have to agree on that somehow cause it is kinda true.
heheh!
But here, on this post, i'm trying to tell you people out there that editing actually can be quite cool and fun!
Look at the difference between my edited photo's and the non ones.
Sometimes, the original photo's look more nicer compared to the edited ones.
=)


I wasn't interested in editing last time.
But as i do editing again and again.
I'm starting to enjoy it!
It's fun to see on how ur looks could change just by editing!
Right now, most of my friends whom have no interest in editing, does it too!
Including me yeah.
Therefore, right now, i strongly encourage my friends to start editing!
Come on!
It is fun, guys!

SOOOOO, START EDITING SOOONNN!!
=)
BITCHES, SLUTS, GAYS & LESBIANS.

Why do people dislike them so much?
Maybe its because they act the way people don't like it.
Like the way they think that they are SO great.
On how bitchy and slutty they.

Lets start with bitches and sluts.

Bitches and sluts?
Both have the same thing in common.
They looked highly upon themselves.
Just like a drama queen.
They think that people actually like them but actually, people dont!

Besides thinking highly upon themselves or whatever it is.
Sluts and bitches and people who like to , u know, do that disgusting 'thingy' with men.
U guys should know what i mean. =)


Next, gays and lesbians.

Well, nothing much about these 2.
Its just that gays is between 2 guys kissing each other.
And as for lesbians, it is vice versa.
=)
As simple and straight-forward as that.

Just got one simple question to ask,
I wonder how they feel like when they kiss someone who is actually the same gender as them?
Eww, i just can't imagine it.

beat me, bite me, eat me, rock me.

shoot!

i really loved this shirt man!

but i look fat in it larh so i told my mum,

just forget about it.

I really LOVE the words printed on the shirt!

BEAT ME, BITE ME, EAT ME, ROCK ME!!!!

Oh yeah!!!!

and the shirt was my favourite colour too!!!

i really must exercise more man!!!

or else, pop pop pop and i'll gain weight!!

aahhhh!!!! nooooooooooo!!!

TRUE FRIENDS, HUH???

Can a true friend really be trusted???
Even if is your bestest friend of all???
The answer is really simple, it is a BIG NONO!
The only person we can trust most is, OURSELVES.


ARE ALL FRIENDS REALLY WHAT THEY ARE???

Friends.
Everyone can't live without them.
Friends.
They are the one whom will always be on our side when we are having troubles.
Sometimes, even family cant be of help.
Friends.
Are they really what they are infront of us?
Are they realy loyal to us?
As in they will never lie, gossip or backstab behind us?
Well, NO!
Why did i say this???
It's because i've done this before.
TWICE!

WHY DO WE SOMETIMES LIED OR GOSSIP ABOUT OUR FRIENDS?

Its as easy as 123.
Sometimes, we lied to our best friends is because we don't want our best friend to know.
Think!
Did we lie because we wanna cause a fight with them?
Or we lied because we just don't want them to know the real story?
So that we both can still be best friends forever?
I once or maybe twice lied to one of my best friend whom now, we never even talk to each other no more.
Why did it have to become like this just because of one stupid lie?
It is that hard to forgive that someone even though she/he was your best friend before?
Well, the answer lies on that person itself.

GOSSIP.
Why do we gossip about our friends even if they are close to us?
Maybe it is because we don't like their charater?
The way that person communicate with us?
or maybe even how they treated us?
There is loads of reasons.
Well, i gossip too!
In fact, everyone in the world do gossip.
im so fucked up right now.
today is wednesday and i really hate it!
As it is CCA day.
sucks man!
There is D&T lesson today too.
1 of the subjects i hate most!
man!
I just hate it!
I wish there were no wednesdays in the calendar.
ANTI-WEDNESDAYS!

Im planning to escape CCA today and dont attend it.
hope i achieve it!
=)
But too bad this week, i didnt get a chance to escape CCA as mr sekeran is there guarding the damn FRONT GATE!
DAMMIT!
well, this is how my day will go EVERY SINGLE WEDNESDAYS!!!!!
argh!!!


I just HATE WEDNESDAYS!!!
it always passes by so slow!!!
that's how it goes, i think.
when someone don't like something so much, the time will pass by soooo slooowww just like a snail.
But when that someone is enjoying it, time passes by so darn FAST!!
ZAP! and CLICK! just liddat.
WTH!!!
; THE GALS!

; ATTIKA & AISYAH! Friend's for life!
; Us as always. Wish star was here too! =)