finally, changed my blog skin which can access thru both firefox and internet explorer.
=)
yay!!! happy man!!
well now, i wanna go back to my home sweet home.
ciao.

Love, Attika.
man, im so tired.
putting all the links in my blog.
ahhh...
now, i wanna go eat dinner. porridge!!!
=)
LOL!
Told that I was supposed to fail I wouldn't amount to much of nothin'.
Yes, I pray There was days I wondered if you really loved me.
"But, baby, you feel pain" Mama would say when I felt like runnin' away.
I couldn't take it.
I, soon, hit ten, angry with all of the world.
I couldn't keep friends, just wishin' you'd come back and see My difficult times being an adolescent.
And like so many just like me, without a shoulder to lean.

I needed you When I needed a father figure.
I needed you To stop me from makin' a wrong decision.
At seventeen, when the cold of the world had my back up against the wall.

I need, I needed you.
I need, I needed you.

Told that I was supposed to fail I wouldn't amount to much of nothin'.
Yes, I pray There was days I wondered if you really loved me.
"But, baby, you feel pain" Mama would say when I felt like runnin' away.
I couldn't take it.
I, soon, hit ten, angry with all of the world.
I couldn't keep friends, just wishin' you'd come back and see My difficult times being an adolescent.
And like so many just like me, without a shoulder to lean.

CHORUS
I needed you When I needed a father figure.
I needed you To stop me from makin' the wrong decisions.
At seventeen, when the cold of the world had my back up against the wall.
When temptation was calling me, didn't know which way to go.
I needed you.
I need, I needed you.
I needed you. I need, I need you.
Seventeen when the cold of the world had my back up against the wall.
When temptation was calling me, didn't know which way to go.

BRIDGE
Mama had no financial help And thoughts of breakin' the law came.
Seen her tryna hold down two jobs was tearin' up on me had a way (had a way).
All my friends was gettin' in it It came time for me to get that dough.
Wrong or right I had to go for what I know.

Back to CHORUS.

Lord I pray.
Give me strength to forgive them and not all the I hate I got.
Even though the pain of this was too heavy.
Lord I pray. Show me all brothers growin' up without a father had a turn with a day adolescent to a legacy. Lord I pray.)
From the knowledge I ain't get God, you gave me.
And temptation was callin' me, didn't know which way to go.

I needed you When I needed a father figure.
I needed you To stop me from makin' the wrong decisions.
At seventeen, when the cold of the world had my back up against the wall.
When temptation was calling me, didn't know which way to go.
ATTIKA
A girl who always puts a smile on her face.
But within that smile, there is loads of problems within her.
It is filled with hatred and problems.
Luckily, there are friends beside her who made her go through her life as normal and also, happily.
Still, family is everything to her as without her family, she would not have gone this far.
Yesterday, she let out all her feelings by telling her best friend about all her family problems, she listened, i'm really glad, thanks loads for listening. She was always by my side when i need a listening ear. That's why to me, she is qualified to be my best friend. Even one of the best ones i had so far! =)
Next thing or person that is important to her is her cuzzie, best friend and also her best buddies who is always by her side when needed.
Thanks guys!
Cuzzie, ashhy. Star, best friend. Aisyah, fasiha, atiqah, aien, eida and jannah too, best buddies!
=)
ILY guys!
once again, school is here.
so far, everything is fine except that im lazy and i really mean lazy to go for my CCA which is SCOUTS!
argh!!! I really hate that CCA man!!! to me, it is not really my type of CCA!
studies is ok. Friendship bonds improving every single day!
=)
i like!!! The reason why i kept coming to school evryday is my friends!
and also my studies of course! education is imporatant too man!!! TOO important!
well, no time left!
SHIT!

ciao!

Aww, so sweet!

I'm always a goodgirl!

Im not sleeping, get it?

ouch, i tink i hit my head!

Cuzzie played with my phone and took this awesome photo!!

Finally, on top!

Scary and childish!

Love the lips!

My crumpled face as always.

We glowed in the dark!

All the photo's are so kawaii, cuz!

Gimme ur best smile! =)

Nice smile, cuzzie!

heheh!

D.A.N.C.E!

Cuz said its natural!

Cuzzie straighten my hair! i like!

Thx for tying my ponytail, cuz!


This is all the photos cuzzie took when sleeping over at her house.
hahas!!!
I love all the photo's cuzzie!!
all the shot u took are really nice!!!
I REALLY MISS SLEEPING OVER AT HER HOUSE!!!!!!!!!
the next holiday, i am sure to sleep over at her house.
heheh!
=)
01. Are you stubborn?
~nope, not really. umm, maybe sometimes too. LOL!
02. How do you feel about your ex?
~none, no bf's before. those who asked for my number, ALL REJECTED!!
03. What are you looking forward to?
~tell u the truth, SCHOOL!! I WANNA MEET UP WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS!!
04. Who are the third and eighteenth texts in your phone from?
~ashhy cuzzie and star!
05. What do you usually do first in the morning?
~feeling blur! huh??? =)
06. Emotion you are feeling right now?
~feeling calm and relaxed, now at cuzzie's hse! sleep over man!!! =)
07. Who did you hang out with last night?
~no one, chilling at home, baby!
08. What are you currently doing?
~doing this survey for star's sake, like duh!
09. Have you told someone you loved them today?
~yeah!! i do it everday! LOL!
10. Any plans for tomorrow?
~Nope, not yet, now planning with cuzzie. heheh!
11. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
~yeap! dad, baby bro and all my brother's!!! woo hoo!!! u guys rawk the hse man!
12. Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
~maybe a little but girls ARE mature than boys. heheh!
13. Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now?
~well, actually its that arnold head but nah! forget it!
14. Are you going to be home alone tonight?
~nope coz im accompanied by cuzzie!
15. When is the last time you saw a movie in theaters?
~Last wednesday, went with starry star! =)
17. Do you have best friends?
~yeah!!! STAR!!!! ILY!
18. When is the last time you took a nap?
~every lunch hours, if nothing to do, i will take a nap. hahas!
19. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
~Actually, yeah. depending on the person. If u wanna turn over a new leaf, prove it!
20. What do you want most right now?
~I WANNA EAT ASHHY'S MUM'S COOKING!!!
21. What do you carry with you at all times?
~SIMPLE! bag, hp, and wallet!!! and myself!!!
22. Have you ever written a love letter?
~nope, not interested in this kinda stuff.
23. Do you remember your dreams?
~well, sometimes. =)
24. Is someone mad at you right now?
~donno, maybe, my ex best friend???
25. When was the last time you were sick?
~erm, don remember. heheh! nowadays, im just super active baby!!!
26. Last person you hung out with?
~MY BELOVED MUM!!
27. What did you do?
~still doing this survey... LOL!
28. Money or love ?
~both! Without money, we cant survive even if we had love but with love, sometimes u don realise what's going on with the world.
29. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
~still doing this survey and chatting with awesome cuzzie!
30. Are you any good at English?
~yeah!!! but actually i kinda suck when im doing it. =)
31. Do you like Dane Cook?
~not really, heheh!
32. Is he famous?
~I don think so, but like star said he's damn lucky to have jessica alba!
33. Do you know all the words to the song "Low" by Florida?
~hahas! nope! only the chorus and the bridge! lol!
34. Where is your mum at now?
~at home, maybe irritated by my baby brother's whining, i think.
35. Something you are excited about?
~games!!!!! singing!!! dancing!!!
36. What are the songs/movies that reminds you of an ex?
~like i said, no ex, no comments!
37.Have you ever snuck out of your house?
~im a goodgirl! =)
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
think on how to bash his face!
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what will it be?
I WANT EVERYTHING!!! A kid's fantasy.
3. What will your dream wedding be like?
I want it to be like HEAVEN!!! but still, i like it to be held under the block, like all malay's do. follow the tradition, baby!
4. Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
yeah! aloooottt of stuff baby!!!
6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone! like duh!
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
actually... forever. i felt this way before but too bad he's attached so ya, just forget bout it! hmph!
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
not really actually, only major family problems!!! argh!!!
.10. Is being tagged fun?
yeah! =)
11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
fulfillling her dreams! woo hoo!
12. Who are currently the most important person to you?
parents, cuzzie and star!
13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
KAWAII!!! meaning cute!
14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
married but poor, cause at least u have happiness in ur life. =)
15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
woke up from dreamland!
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
no!! never!!!
17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the guy whom loves me for who i am and not who im not.
18. What type of friend do you like?
peeps who is full of laughter, madness and excitement, baby!!!
19. What type of friend do you dislike?
backstabbers and liars!!!



TWEETY, ILY!!!

so bored right now.
Just wanna update bout this.
My top rated songs and anime...
songs...
-bye bye
-run the show
-step up
Anime...
-neo angelique abyss
-d grayman
-samurai deeper kyo
-azumanga daioh

=)
thats all!
ciao!
Finally, today, get to jog at new town track with my lovely friend, aien!!!
=)
We only jogged for 4 rounds only coz its like darn hot man!!!!
Met each other at 9.30 am. Freaking HOT!!
Went to library after that and ate lunch too!!!
Yummy!!! Planned to go to star's hse after hanging out with the hippy aien!!!
yay!! LOL!!!
photos??? i upload, someday, maybe tmr.
=)

MACHINA MAW!!!!

ILY!!!!

LOVE THIS MACHINE!!!

RAWKS LIKE HELL!!!

Text cuzzie yesterday at night.
Talking bout our lives.
She send me one very useful message that i'll never forget.
here's what she said.
" Then its time you let go of him. You're really pretty, cousin. In the inside and outside. And im sure one day you'll find the one thats right for you. What im trying to say is, i don't think he deserve you coz you deserve someone much much much better and because you cant let him go, you're missing out on what fate has in store for you. I know there's someone out there who'd love you as much as you love him. Coz you're oh so lovable, who wouldnt love you, c'mon!" =)

Your words that day, cuz, i'll never ever forget it.
thx for everything!